Celebrating Our Lives (sequel to Who Are You?)

Planning...or Plotting

Zaras POV:

I woke up to Ashley's arms tight around me in our bunk. I open my eyes and look up to his face to see his eyes still closed and face relaxed. i look over at the curtain and see light coming through, that means that either the guys are all awake early (haaahhh no way) or the sun is coming up) I decide to let him sleep a bit longer before the guys start their antics and we wont be left alone the rest of the day. 

I lay my head back on his warm chest and close my eyes again to try and fall back asleep.

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I wake up again to the feeling of a hand rubbing up and down my back. I smile into his chest and he says "good morning my little one" 

"mmm good morning master" I whisper to him in case the guys are listening to us

He stiffens and cocks his head to listen if they in fact outside our bunk, when he is satisfied they are not he looks back at me but he is frowning...

"You know the rules little one, none of that anywhere around the guys. Do you really want to deal with them if they ever found out about us?" he asked sternly 

I looked down for a minute and thought about it, CC would never forget about it and would always use it against us. Jake and Jinxx would probably stare at us weird and Andy and Ash would never be the same... "no I don't Ashley, I'm sorry"

"I know its a hard habit to break kitten, I know. but we must if we don't want our entire lives to change, and not in the good way. The next time we are in a hotel, you must be punished" he told me sternly 

"But what about all of the rules? no wearing panties unless you say, calling you sir or master, breaking the rules leads to punishment! I'll get a butt load of punishments in one night if we do it that way!" I worried

"You make a point thats not fair to you...alright here this. The previous rules are all void right now, our sub/dom relationship is completely on hold right now. As of right now we are just a plain vanilla couple like everyone else." he explained to me

Tears came to my eyes at this...I didn't want to loose my master! he made me feel safe! Ash saw these tears and asked "whats wrong Zara?"

That just made the tears fall more! He always called me little one, kitten or baby. He rarely ever called me Zara any more! 

"Zara tell me this instant what is wrong! I cant exactly make it better if I don't know what it is can I?" he demanded

I noticed that her ordered it out of me instead of asking like a normal husband would but it came natural to him, seems like we would both have some work to do in that area. 

I felt him grab my shin and make me look at him and waited for me to answer. 

"I just want to feel safe, and having you as my dom makes me feel alive as well as safe. I can just curl in your lap if I want to, or nuzzle your chest, I know you are always thinking of me and.......you called me Zara..." I admitted to him shyly

"Oh honey I AM always thinking of you even if you are not my sub at the moment ok? I will always keep you safe, and you can still come to me whenever you want to to be with me, just because you aren't to my sub right now does NOT mean we suddenly can never touch each other again. It's more about fixing our verbal communication rather than physical. ok?" he explained

That made me feel better, made the tears lessen a bit

"Now whats wrong with me calling you Zara? That's your name sweetie" He asked confused

"...You'll laugh at me" I tell him

"I may think its cute but i will try not to laugh. Please tell me?" he asked nicely 

"......you don't really call me Zara anymore, its more little one, kitten of pet" I whisper not looking at him

"Awww sweetie, I'm sorry I didn't realize those meant that much to you. I will still call you my little one and kitten but pet is to risky, does that sound ok little one?" he asked smiling

"Thank you Ash...man that feels weird" I commented laughing

He  laughed as well and point out "that's what you used to call me all the time" 

"Oh come on that was before we started dating!" I exclaimed 

"True" he gave still smiling 

"Think we can do it?" I asked him curious about what he was thinking 

"I think we can, as long as you can control your sex drive" he said smirking

"MY sex drive? You're just as bad mister!" I argue

"True, but you love it" he said cocky

"Very true" I laughed "Does this mean no sex?" 

"Mmm I think we can get away with a little bit, as long as we know the guys aren't here, maybe not go out and party a night or two" he planned 

"By golly I think we actually have shot of getting through this tour!" I exclaim happily 

He laughed as well and tugged me down to his chest so he could kiss me deeply

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ALRIGHT THERE IS ANOTHER CHAPTER!!!! FINALLY HAD A NIGHT OFF WORK TO WRITE AND HAVE SOME DOWN TIME SO I HOPE YOU ALL LIKED IT!!! LOVE YA!!!