my ex bestfriend

Crush or Crushed

My ex-best friend

Today was the day I went back there I have to admit that I am kind of scared, questions kept running through my head like is he going to remember me?, how has everyone been? Has anything change?

You are probably wondering what I am talking about we'll just see.

flash back:

I was finally going to do it today, this was my second year in high school, I do not have any friends except one and his name is Vincent Knights and he is the school bad boy/player even thinking about him gave me goose bumps. I know you are wondering if I am friends with the most popular guy at school then why do I not have friends well to put it simple I am a nerd and not any nerd, a fat nerd (190 pounds), I have long brown hair and blue eyes and if you did not guess I am fat, V(vincents) tells me I am just curvy but I think he is just trying to be a good best friends.

Anyway back to now if you have not catch on yet I have a crush on V but I have always been too scared to say it because he was hot with his slight perfectly messy hair and does hazel eyes you can drown in and his body don't get me started and  then there is just me. I was making way to the dancing studio to finally tell V that I had a crush on him.

 As I finally made it there I saw the popular kids and the school slut talking to V I kinda felt bad but I had to do this, I went up to him and said " hey Vincent can I talk to you for a second in private." I kind of saw petty and regret in his eyes but I just ignore it and he said " you can say it here I do not want to go out with you." I was shoked but I still did it anyway, I took a deep breath and release it out and said" I have a crush on you and I was wondering if you want to go out with me." 

Everything stop in the room and I knew this was going to be the worst moment of my life he spat out with full disgust and said" eww why would I want to go out with an ugly and fat pig like you, look I was just friends with you to past time it's not like I really enjoyed it I just felt pitty for you and you are not my type prefer someone like Brittany (schools slut's name) not a fat whore." 

I looked at him with utter shock and I felt a tear running down my face and then I could hear laughter and that's when everything went black, when I woke up I was in the nurses office, nobody was there except my mom I saw her and she look relived but I was numb I could not believe my best friend was so cruel,

I was in my mom's car on my way home it was silent and then my phone vibrated and I saw the most horrific thing on my Facebook page it was me unconscious in my panties ( I can't believe they strip me) and the worst part was it was from Vincent's account the comments made it worst

"eww so gross"

"My eyes I melting"

"I can't believe she is the girl that like you," reply "ikn dude so gross"