Live for the Moment

Live for the moment. two

i keep uploading for this...

*Is Mum here?* i asked poking my head through the living room door.

Alexandra was grinding with thin air as she blared out her bashment music. She didn't respond to what i said, i assumed she hadn't heard me, but then again who would with music so loud i could feel the floor beneath me vibrating. I didn't bother to ask again, i knew mum wasn't home or else she wouldn't even have the courage to play music this loud, or this type of music. My mum wasn't a big fan of bashment, then aagain she didn't like anything. I didn't mind it, the rhythm made you get up and dance.

I turned around and walked up the stairs after hanging my things on the banister. I couldn't be bothered, i just wanted some food in my system. I kicked my room door open and walked in. I threw my pillow aside and grabbed the unopened packet of haribo's and tore them open. I'm sure you have already noticed i have abit of a sweet tooth, a mad obsession with anything sweet.

*so good* i mutttered, visciously chewing on a ring. I grabbed the charge for my phone and pushed it into the plug. I connected my phone to the wire then lay down flat on the bed

. I could still hear the music playing and slowly it was starting to annoy me. One thing i hate is when people play the same song over and over again, Ok. I know i do it and fair enough if you play if 3 or 4 times but the same song has been playing for over an hour. As though my prayers were being answered, everything went out. The power had gone which meant no more music. I dougied in my head as i got up from the bed.

*MILA!*

I went downstairs after my sister yelled my name. I walked into the living room to find her looking pissed off.

*so you knew i was here* i said. She waved me off.

*go and charge the electricity* She said as she handed me a key and money.

*Why can't you do it...you have legs*

*cause i said you should* she screwed me and shoved the money and key into my hand. I kissed my teeth as i put my coat and shoes back on before walking out. Our corner shop was a couple blocks away. It was so cold. I put my hood up and dug my hands into my pocket as i watched my feet hit the pavement. I decided that with the money i had left i could maybe go to the Art store again and get more supplies, since i was already out.

I pushed my glasses up slightly as i walked into the shop. I have really bad eye sight. Not terrible, i can see alot of things but say when im at school i can just about make out the words, if not then everything looks real fuzzy to me. My mum suggested contact enses but i cant stand putting it into my eye.

*Umm... £10 please* i said. I handed the man the key and leant againast the counter and tapped my fingers as i waited for him to finish. He handed me the key and my £10 change. I thanked him before walking out the shop and making my way over to The supply shop.

*Ow, fuck.* i muttered. Why hadn't i been watching where i was going.

I mean i had been, but apparently not properly since my face smacked right into the door of the Supply shop. My bridge of my nose hurt and i rubbed it to soothe the pain. Everything was good...except my glasses. I took them off and saw the crack in the right lense. No, it wasn't some baby crack it was one big ass motherf****r. *Dammit* I kissed my teeth as i angrily pushed the door open and shoved my glasses in my pocket.

*Damn, what happened to you* I looked over at Benny and screwed him. Benny worked here too, his Dad owns this shop. Him and Ashley worked together, they were the only workers that worked here since they didnt trust anyone else. They didn't seem like the type of boys to work in this place, since they both acted so ghetto all of the time but Benny's Dad had wanted them to take it since they were almost done with Uni. For now They were put in charge since Benny's Dad went on holiday to visit his family.

*Shutup* i muttered walking into an aisle. He put his hands up in surrender and smirked.

*so you finally got rid of them hideous glasses, what knocked some sense into you?* He asked leaning against a shelf. Ignoring what he said, i walked past him and grabbed a brand new set of paintbrushes and 2 new paint pallettes.

*Ashley said that there were new pencils in stock?* i asked him.

*New pencils?* Benny sccrewed up his face as i followed him towards the counter.

*I never heard sh*t, Ashley's lying.* I handed Benny my money.

*Mmm* He handed me my change and gave me a bag with my stuff inside. i headed for the exit. I didn't even reach the door before i bumped into something hard.

*My bad* i mumbled.

I heard someone kiss their teeth and i looked up to see a girl, about my age. She looked abit familiar.

*See what not wearing your glasses does to you, Mila* I heard Benny say.

*Shutup* i spat back at him. *Leah, what you doing here?* i heard Benny say.

*I came to check on you, Dad dosen't trust you alone* This 'Leah' person said, i assumed it was his sister. I was just about to pull the door when i heard my name being called. I turned around and saw Benny holding a piece of paper out to me.

*Reciept* he said.

I kissed my teeth as i walked over to him. I tried to grab it from him but he held it away from me, i tried a couple more times only for him to do it again.

*Whats the magic word?* he sang, annoyingly.

*Pass the f*****g piece of paper* i said as i tried to grab it again. Benny was so much taller than me, he was about 6'3 and i stood at about 5'7.

'Leah' burst out laughing. *This is exactly why i came, you immature beast* She grabbed the reciept from him and passed it to me.

*Leah, thats Mila. Daniel's little sister* She nodded her head.

*I knew there was something... you both look the same* I smiled even though in my head i was cussing her for comparing me to Daniel.

*hard to believe your related to some prick* i said as i screwed Benny. He grinned at me and squeezed my cheeks. *Anywhooooo... * Leah said. She looked around the shop and nodded. *Im gone now yeah, peace*She said, i followed after her. *Bye Mila* Benny said.

I slammed the door closed and Leah started laughing.

I guess i wasn't really good at socialising with people as i told you before, Me and Leah walked home together and i thought it'd be like any other times when people tried to talk to me but it wasn't. She was so funny, she was bussing jokes all the way. Telling me funny stories and all. At first it was quite awkward since i didn't really want to talk to her, i only gave her one word answers but then some guy barged her and she began swearing at him and cussing him. It sounded so funny. I guess its safe to say, and abit weird that i've actually...maybe...sort of made a friend? Maybe not a friend, but acquaintance.

Go Mila!

Sorry i had to stop here, i feel like im neglecting Limerance. So imma upload for that today or tommorow. Ummm comment. Thank you guys for commenting and telling me about myself, sorry if i forgot anything, like how i never proof read theres probably alot of mistakesssssssss. If i did just cyber slap me and say 'Jasmine, you stupid bitch!'

*crying face*

i am a stupid bitch.