Live for the Moment

Live for the moment three.

*...and she had the audacity to lie to my face* Leahs shook her head as she swung her legs back and forth. I laughed, but she looked real p'd off, but it was funny so i continued.

*Hey, Mila... where you from?* she asked randomly as she stared down at her phone.

I stopped laughing and looked at her wierdly before answering.

*Dominica Republic* She nodded and looked at me. *Your hair is proper curly, do you ever straighten it?* I thought about the question for a minute. I had never really straightened my hair because of heat damage, i mean i may not have the best hair but i dont want it to be the worst.

*Once, but that was like...time ago* i took a sip from my rubicon.

I stood up from the swing as it was getting late. *Its getting late...* i said looking at the sky. The sun was going down.Leah follwed our lead as we made our way out of the park. I looked down at my broken glances in annoyance, i could still see but it was abit blurred, not too blurred though, i knew where i was going but... AHhhagd, stupid door.

*so i beat her UP!* Leah said after we were walking in complete silence. I shook my head. *Did she bleed?* Leah nodded.

*BADLYYYYYY!* She started dancing around. I spudded her and laughed. Believe me, i dont really condone in violence or whatever, but i am really into gorry, horror stuff, which is abit wierd. And also Leah telling me the story about this girl, it sounded like she needed a good punch in the throat.

*ahhhh, my bus* Leah said as she began walking in the other direction.

*K. Byeee* i waved as she began running to the bus stop.

*Who is it?* i heard someone whisper.

*i don't know, do i....*

Alexandra poked her head round the living room door and screwed me. I screwed her back and she cae out the living room, literally half dressed. She was wearing a grey crop top with the american flag that showed off her stomach, barely there shorts and some gold sandals.

I walked past her into the kitchen and grabbed a carton of orange juice, I could care less what she was doing or who she was with. I put it to my outh and took a huge sip before i put it back into the fridge before wiping my mouth.I was really hungry, i thought to myself, but there was nothing to eat. I walked out of the kitchen feeling so hungry, then stopped as my eyes landed on Alexandra and one of Daniel's friends, really...getting into their kissing session. My face scrunched up into disgust.They noticed me and pulled away.

*Ohh...you kool, Mila?* he asked. I didn't know his name but i had seen him with Daniel before.I didn't reply but i stood there thinking of what the hell was going on. The door slamming made me jump a little. Then Alexandra came into view.

*You aint gonna tell Daniel sh*t* she said with a lot of attitude.

*I dont care about you, or what you do with your life as long as you get away from mine* i told her as i walked up the stairs. I was getting so sick of the way Alexandra treated everyone, like she didnt care. She used to treat Dad like that aswell...

I touched the paintings as i made my way into the room, Dads room, the attic that i painted everything and kept Dad's old stuff. One painting i loved was when i was having a nightmare, i just drew it and it turned out to look like some evil-warper kind of photo. There was a story behind it. One time when i showed Daniel and my cousin they said they loved it, but i betthey never realised the story, the pain, the suffering. Sometimes i still think about it...which is why i never like to think about my Dad...that day. Blood everywhere...

I shook my head and cleared my thoughts before making my way back to my room. I had homework to do but i coulddo it tommorow, it was Friday. I wanted to relax. I fell flat on the bed and closed my eyes,it took me a while to fall asleep but i did.