When I got in Jayson car he said hey baby and I said hi bae. Then he gave me a kiss I really like when his soft lips are on mine. He's in a gang and I don't like it but since I love him so much I am trying to get him out. Its going to be hard but I'm going to do it.
So on.... but when we got to the party he wants me to get on his back and I did. We took a picture together and everybody was getting jealous. He takes me upstairs for a while. I asked him what's wrong and he said its nothing. I looked at him and said baby yes it is,but if u don't want me to know then its cool. He grabbed my forearm and pulled me into a hug he was thanking me and I was kind of confused but then it hit to me. He sat me on the bed. He looked me in my eyes and said baby what ever I have to do to keep u I will. I told him I want him out of the gang. He looked at me and I got up and said I'm not about to waste my time with a gang banger I don't have time Jayson you know I have school to focus on not a gang banger. He kept calling my name as I was leaving but I didn't want to talk at the moment. When it was time to go I rode back with Jayson because semaj was staying with Ebrima and I left my car at home. Jayson gave me tge side eye and said baby I'm sorry but the gang is me. I said if the gang is you then I'm going to let you do you Jayson, and you let me do me. Tears dripped from my face and he realized, he grabbed my hand and said baby please don't do this I love you so much please.I said Jayson leave me alone and he said Ok.Before I walked out of his car I said look Jayson call me when your ready to talk about this gang shit and when you got your mind together.
