100 days (Chanbaek Fanfic)

Chapter 24 - Gone

Baekhyun POV

Once I made sure that Chanyeol was sleeping, I slowly break free from his hold not wanting to wake him up. I got dressed and was about to leave the room when I heard Chanyeol mumbled something in his sleep.

"... Baek... I love you so much.... Don't leave me ever..." I couldn't hear clearly since he was mummbling. Tears welled up in my eyes when I heard that. I don't want to leave you too but I have no choice.

I walked over and squatted beside him, brushing the bangs that was covering his eyes. How can someone look so cute and hot while sleeping? I smiled slightly as I stared at his angelic face. I leaned down and planted a gentle kiss on his lips.

"I got to leave already, take care of yourself. Arrasso?" I whispered and stood up. I left the letter I had written to him before walking out without turning back. I knew if I turned back, I might not be able to leave.

"Chanyeol-ah, I will love you forever. I promise..." I said softly before closing the door behind me.

Tears streamed down my cheeks as I made my way to the tunnel. Once I reached, I was walking to the centre when there was a bright light.

Whether you remember me or not, just know that I love you forever. It will never change....

Chanyeol POV

I woke up feeling refreshed and happy that Baekhyun was right beside me sleeping. I turned around to see if he was still sleeping but....

He wasn't there. I frowned. Where was he? I went to the toilet to check but he wasn't there. I ran to the living room then the kitchen but he was not there.

"Baek! Baekhyun! Where are you?" I shouted as I walked back to the bedroom, feeling very defeated.

I saw a letter on the table and went to take it. I slowly opened it feeling very nervous.

Hey Channie~

By the time you read this, I will be gone already. Well, not exactly gone. Ok, let me explain everything to you. It's quite complicated tho. So here it goes,

I, Byun Baekhyun, isn't the Baekhyun you knew since young. I was granted 100 days to live as this Baekhyun. This Baekhyun who was rich, and had a happy family and friends. But the real me had depression, has an abusive father who abuses both physically and sexually. That was the reason why I pushed you away when we almost had sex that time. I was scared.

So back to my life, I was always bullied in school and had no friends. I witnessed my mother death while I couldn't do anything. Anyway, if you want to know more, just ask Kyungsoo. He knows alot since I told him everything.

Ok so, I was given 100 days to spend time as this rich and cheerful Baekhyun and we look exactly the same! Such a coincidence right? Haha!

The angel told me that you might or might not remember me after I leave but I am keeping my hopes high that you will remember me. I am leaving because if I don't, I will dissapper from this world forever. But my soul will stay beside you, watching you fall in love with another guy and yet it's not me. It will hurt so I made the decision to leave. After all, we might meet again right? I'm sorry I chose to leave, call me selfish but I believe that if we're meant to be, we meet some day.

Just know that whether you remember me or not, I will always love you. Maybe you don't feel the same anymore after you know my life. So pathetic right?

Anyways, don't be too sad and don't cry. Whether we meet again, we have to leave everything to fate. I really really hope you wouldn't forget me. I must really thank you. You are my vitamin C that made me so cheerful in just 3 months.

And lastly, I love you forever. You will always have a space in my heart. I, Byun Baekhyun, belong to you.

Love,
Baekhyun

P.S. Please promise me that you will not feel sad and cry. Pinky promise? Hahaha. Byeeee!

By the time I finished reading the whole letter, I was already on the floor, my back leaning against the bed. I was a mess. The paper had my tearsdrops and my tears not stopping.

Why? Why me? Why does this have to happen to me? I loved Baekhyun and I always will whether he was the cheerful one or the depressed one. In fact, I fell in love with the 'fake' Baekhyun.

Please, just tell me this is a dream and come back to my side. I don't care who you are, whether you were abused or depressed, I just want you by my side.

"Chanyeol?" I heard a voice call me. I lifted my head and saw Kyungsoo.

"Why are you here?" I deadpanned. I feel lifeless without Baekhyun.

"So you know everything already?" Kyungsoo said.

"Kyungsoo... Tell me this isn't true. It's just a dream right?" I said and grabbed his arm being very hopeful.

He looked down and shook his head. " It's not a dream Chanyeol. It's true."

I shook my head. No... No it can't be...

"I promise that I will never forget you. Please Baek, come back to me.... Stay by me.... Don't you remember our promise? You said you will go to the beach in summer with me. It's not eve summer yet. You must come back and fulfil your promise!" I shouted into thin air, hoping Baekhyun would appear but nothing changed. I don't want to accept everything. It must be a joke, a prank Baekhyun played on him.

"Chanyeol! Accept it! He's gone!" Kyungsoo tried shouting some senses into me but I refused to listen to anything. I pushed him aside and ran out of the house. My tears falling freely as I shouted, ignoring the stares people were giving me. I don't know where I was going and my vision is blurred due to my tears.

Beepppp!!!

I turned around and saw a car driving towards me. I frozed. Was this the end of me?

"Chanyeol!" I heard Kyungsoo shouting but I didn't move. In the blink of an eye, I was lying in my own pool of blood. I heard Kyungsoo shouting my name.

The last thing that came to my mind was Baekhyun.

I love you Baekhyun. Whoever you are...
Come back please....

Darkness consumed me as I closed my eyes, mind filled with Baekhyun and only him.

I am so sorry if this chapter is so depressing. The next chapter will be the last! I promise I will update the next chapter probably next week or something.

I remember I did say it's my school holiday now but I'm sorry it took me so long to update. I've been quite busy with my trainings which I swear I feel like dying after at least 4 hours under the goddamn sun. 😭😂 Plus I don't get why teachers must assign homework?? Omg it's already the end of the year and they won't even see us until next year!! Urghhh!!!! Kay just ignore my rants hahahahah

But hope you guys enjoyed! ^^