- everything i wish i could've told you • jungri

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26 October 2016, 3:44 am

remember how you promised that you would
always be there to defend me,
to fight for me,
to protect me, jungkook?
well guess what?
you lied.
when my mother came into my room late at night, and started hitting me, saying that i was the reason my father left us,
i called you.
i called you more than 10 times.
and you didn't even bother picking up.
but, you did call me back later.
your voice was full of anger,
you shouted at me,
that was the first of many times.
you told me you were sick of me.
you told me that it was my fault my father left.
you told me that listening to my
voice makes you
want to shoot yourself in the head.
but the week before, you were begging
for me to sing you to sleep.
you told me that my voice
was the only sound that could soothe you.
isn't it funny how quick things change?
one day, you were in love with me,
the next day you were pressing you lips
against hers.