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28 November 2016, 3:44 am

you wanted to meet me in the park
again, jungkook.
when i got there, you looked so happy,
the happiest i've ever seen you.
you told me you were back
together with her again.
i wanted to burst into tears,
i wanted to run onto the streets
and get run over by a bus,
i wanted to disappear.
i tried my best to hold back my tears,
i put on the biggest smile i could
and said, "i'm so happy for you, jungkook.
congratulations!".
after that i turned around, and tears
started pricking down my cheeks uncontrollably.
i cried all the way home.
i ran into my bathroom,
locked the door behind me and
pulled a blade out of my drawer,
"it's been a long time, my old friend."

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