Lost In Life

Orders or feelings?

Kayla's POV

My eyes widened as i felt Tony's arms hug me, i felt my tears became steam and my face turned all red and hot. I slowly sank into his soft hug, i close my eyes slowly. This warmth... A few days ago i could have ran away from him crying.. But now... I could just stay there.. Close to him... He kept hugging me a long time, i felt warm.. Totally diffrent from Michael.. Then he slowly let go, i looked up at him as he letted go, i blushed small.

"S-sorry i.." He rubbed the back of his neck, he was blushing lightly.

"N-no it cheered me up.." I shyly started to pull my hair. I looked shyly up at him.

"T-thank you.." I smiled at him shyly. He blushed more and looked away. He was so cute when he is blushing. I giggled a little, then i got a sting in my chest again.

"A-aghh!!" I fell forwards, Tony catched me before i hit the ground. Omfg im so red in my face right now. I stared up at him blushing.

"Y-you allright??" Tony asked helping me lay down again. Oww my chest is hurting so much!!

"I-im o-okeaahh!!!" I groaned in pain. Tony helped me lay still.

"Don't move or it'll hurt you more!" He said holding me down. I got tears of hurt in my eyes. I saw Tony's eyes glance a little.

"Shhh...." He wiped my tears away. I looked up at him with tears.

"Just lay still.. Im going to get grandma.. Don't move.." He ran out of the room, at once he left, i felt a lonely and cold feeling. Owww my chest!! N-no.. I promised not to move.. I saw the door slam open, i saw Tony run in with grandma, she ran over to the bed and carefully removed my bandages, i yelled a little in pain, i saw the grandma's eyes widen, i looked slowly down at my chest, i saw the skin has turned black around the spot of my scar, my eyes widened. The grandma looked down.

"W-what does this mean, grandma..??" Tony asked in a worried tone. She looked slowly up at us both.

"This means, that she'll be extremely hard to heal.. This is posion.. Posion made by the one that sent the letter to us... F."

My eyes widened. That demon!? It was him all the time!? Why!? Why does he want to destroy my life this badly!?

"D..does it mean.. T-that im g-going to-"

"No! Im not letting that happen!" Tony yelled and grabbed grandma's shoulders.

"There must be a way to heal her!! Tell me!!" Tony shook her. Mimi, Hector, Victor and Michael ran in.

All four at once yelled.

"Whats going on!?"

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I lied on the bed with tears in eyes, i closed my eyes. I wanted to escape this huge pain in my chest. I opened my eyes and saw everyone looking at me, Mimi was crying, Victor and Hector were looking at me with tears in their eyes, i saw Michael looking at me worriedly, a tear rolling down his cheek. Then i saw Tony's face. There was tears in his eyes, and his face was in a really worried expression, then he held my hand, i blushed small but smiled at them all.

"Please.. Don't cry.. I feel more pain when i see me best friends cry.. Ahh...!" I held my chest in pain.

"K-Kayla..." Mimi cried out while looking at me. I smiled up at her.

"D-don't worry.. I'll be fine, just don't cry..." I said out, trying not to groan for the pain, Tony was holding my hand tight. I wonder why he changed this fastly....... C-can it be that..?! I teared up and looked away from Tony. Could it be that they told him to be kind and sweet, and not telling it..!? That Tony doesn't actually even care for me..!? That they have given him orders to comfort me...!? No...! B-but he hated me a day ago...! Agh, i don't know what i should believe anymore..!!! Tears were falling down my cheeks. Could that be true..? That he has actually no feelings for me..?? I teared up more and pulled the blanket over my head, i cried into my pillow, no one asked of why, they did what i wanted them to do, they left the room with tears. After they had gone, i felt a hand on my arm, it was Tony's hand.

"Kayla, are you okey..??" He asked, his voice sounded worried. I sniffled and he pulled the blanket down to my neck, i hid my face in the pillow, he held my arm and it made me warm and red again. Then i cried again.

"Y-you don't need to..."

"What did you say, Kayla?" He bowed over a little, i felt he was looking in my neck.

"Y-you don't need to lead the orders they give you..."

"Orders?? What are talking about, he gently turned my head to face him, i saw his eyes were confused.

"You d-don't need to be kind to me.. Its okey.. You don't need to pain your self with me..." His eyes widened, he grabbed my shoulders.

"W-why would you say that?? No one is giving me orders! No one! The food i gave you earlier was my own will!" He blushed as he said this, my eyes widened a little.

"To stay here was my own will! I took no orders at all!" He said while looking me into my eyes, he looked a little mad as he was blushing. I looked into his eyes, i didn't know if it was true, but i agreed with him this time, but i just had to ask one more thing..

"Why..?"

"... B..because... Because.. I.. I care for y-you, okey..!?" He was blushing a lot, then i just smiled and giggled. He looked at me as i've lost my mind, i just continued giggling. Then he hugged me once again, what made me all red again.

"Get well soon, okey..?" He said softly, i smiled shyly and nodded slowly.

"Mm.. I will..." He smiled at me, rubbed my head a little and walked out. I smiled after him and as he closed the door, i felt a hand on my shoulder, my head snapped up. It was Michael. He was looking pretty mad, i looked scaredly up at him, then he bowed over me and kissed my lips. Beep. Beep. Beep. BEEEEEEEEEEEB!!!!!!!! I felt my face was on fire and it was all red, he kept kissing me a while, then he putted a hand on my cheek.

"You know that i can give you more than he does.. You know i love you for real, he is just leading his orders.. Let me take care of you Kayla.. I'll get this posion leave your body, so we can be together.. Now rest my love~" he kissed my lips once again, then he gently pulled away and walked out. I was staring at the door. Then i just had to...

"MIMI!!!! PLEASE GET ME SOMETHING TO EAT!! I THINK I ATE A FLY AND IT WAS FREAKING GROSS!!!" I felt my chest. Aghh why did i shout that loud!? Mimi rushed in with delicious looking food.

"Here you go-" i took the food and started stuffing my self with it, i wanted to get that kiss off my lips and off my head, i don't even love Michael!! That kiss was pretty unpolite! I ate all the food and layed down, looking like a pregnant woman.

"Im stuffed.. *small burp*"

Mimi laughed and patted my head.

"Your fun, even tought your sick.." She smiled at me, later she left the room, i stared up at the ceiling and slowly dozed off. It was hard to fall asleep, then i remembered what Michael had said.

"Tony is just leading his orders.." I teared up. So Tony lied for me..? This didn't feel right.. I don't want to believe in what Michael said... But Tony, truely had changed very quickly.. What was true, and what was false?