Lost In Life

Adam Becker

It had soon gone one month since i moved in here.. I had been lying in bed for days, but at last i could walk and stuff. I ran out of the building, filling my lungs with the fresh air, i smiled brightly at the sky and ran over to the grass on the yard, i sat down carefully and lied down.

"Agh!" I felt a sting in my chest. Okey, i should really calm down. >.<'

The sun was shining and the grass smelled good, i smiled up at the sky with closed eyes, then Tony appeared in front of my closed eyes. Tony. I remembered what Michael said earlier. "He is just leading his orders."

I clenched my fist tight, holding in a few tears. He didn't really care about me at all.. Michael told me that he only leads the orders they give him.. Michael. Thats right.. I blushed. Michael had kissed me and told me that he loves me.. But... I don't feel like i love him.. There is someone else, Mick is just my friend.. But...

"Oi, Kayla" my eyes slammed open, Tony was looking at me, i blushed hard and sat fastly uAAAAAAAAAHHHH!!!

"Ahhh!!!" I held my chest. Why am i such a clumsy idiot?! Tony putted a hand on my back, giving me support.

"A-are you okey??"

"I-im fine..." I looked up into his eyes, i really tried, but i couldn't break the eye contact. His eyes were in that same warming tone, i smiled a little. Suddenly he looked up and his eyes turned cold, i looked in the same direction and glenched my fist. Michael picked me up in bridal style. OWWWWWWW

"L-let me down!"

"You can't just come outside like that!! Your not healed yet!!" He started carrying me back into the mansion.

"Put me down!! Now!! I can walk!!"

"But you shall not walk yet."

Why does Michael always disturb me when im with Tony? Is it to show me that he actually cares? He reached the room and He almost threw me back on my bed.

"Agh! W-why did you..!?"

"Don't you honestly notice that youre just a pain in the neck for him?!"

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...... W-what..?

I stared up at Michael, i wanted to cry so hard.

"A-am i..?"

"She is not!!" Our boths heads snaps back at Tony, he was glaring furiously at Michael.

"What the hell!? Are you brainwashing her that i should hate her!? Whats wrong with you!? Kayla, what else has he told you???" Tony looked over at me, Michael glances down at me, with a 'don't tell him'-face. I looked at Tony, i teared up and looked down.

".. H-he told me that.. That you.. E-every time your kind, y-you are just leading orders.. And that y-you actually don't care about me..." I cried silently. Michael glanced at me, Tony's face softened, he walked over to me, Michael stood in the way.

"Let me talk to her. Alone." Tony clanced at Michael. Michael stormed out of the room.

Tony's POV

I walked to Kayla and sat next to her on her bed, she looked crying up at me, i softly wiped away her tears and hugged her tightly and carefully.

"You silly idiot.. Would you really think that i would lead orders of beeing kind??" She looked up at me, i smiled down at her.

"Just you know, if i would ever get orders, i would never lead them. I do things that i want to do." She smiled up a little and it made me smile a little too.