Is he my true love? ❤️

I forgive you

Livni pov
I woke up and I got my outfit

I walked out and every one was staring at my wrist I looked at my wrist and I forgot to cover them so I covered them with my hand why Livni why would you hurt yourself Cameron asked why don't you ask nick he probably knows why I said I am going to get food I said as I walked out I got my phone and went live on younow he what's up my homies what's Gucci I said then a lady looked at me all weird and I was like bitch slut whore (Tyler😂) any ways how are y'all they all Said good and someone says I want to meet you but I don't have tickets to the Colorado show I am gong to DM you on twitter and adress meet me there ok then 20 minutes later the girl got her and I gave her 2 backstage VIP passes omg Livni thank you she said I smiled you're welcome I said so I'll see you at the show she said ya I am sorry but I am not going to the show she looked at me and said I wish you were but ok can I get a picture sure I said and she left I went back to the bus and when I got there every one was gone except nick I walked out my buck and I was on twitter when I got a note I looked at it and it said
Dear Livni,
I am sorry I said those mean things to you i am sorry I called you a whore and slut the reason I did this was because- I stopped reading got out of my buck and went to the Trashcan I ripped the note and thru it in the trash nick looked at me then he got up and I was about to walk away when nick grabs my hand said says Livni I am sorry please- I cut him off by yanking my hand go away no nick you are not sorry look what I did to myself because of you I took of the bandages and he looked at me as a tear fell down his cheek I avoided eye contact because if I looked at him I would just forgive him really quickly and
I don't want him to hurt me again so I walked away I regret doing that I went live on younow again inside my bunk he guys what's up Livni here I was reading comments then it said itsnickbean is watching your broadcast then I looked at the comment and someone commented do you miss nick I read out loud umm yes I do miss him I miss his smile I miss his laugh his hugs his kisses I miss everything I real- I was cut off by nick opening the curtain and pulling me into and hug I hugged him back and started to cry I can't live without you Livni I need you you're the only reason I am still alive the reason I ignored you was because I was jealous I am sorry I just really miss you he said as he cried I hugged tighter and said nick I miss you to please forgive me nick said looking at me in the eyes I forgive you I said then I looked back at the broadcast all the comments were saying aww and kiss I am sure nick saw it because he leaned in so did I we pulled apart and looked at each. other I love you nick I said I love you to babe then he hugged me I miss your hugs we said at the same time I smiled and hugged him so what's up guys nick said to the broadcast I am bored I said to nick me to he said well I am sorry guy but I am going to get off then if you don't have tickets to true Colorado show DM me and I'll try and help y'all out ok bye guys I was ending the broadcast when nick attacked me with kisses I grabbed his face and kissed his lips don't ever leave again promise I said promise he said then he turned us around so he was on top of me I smiled and kissed him he roamed his hand all over my body and he grabbed my but I gasped and he sticked his tongue in my mouth I tuned us around and I was kissing his neck and lips I was getting up to leave when nick wrapped his hands around my waist and said you're not leaving me are you no I am not leaving you I just need to use the restroom I said ok go he said I went I came back I got on top of nick and played with his hair he had his arms wrapped around me tightly and I looked up to find him asleep so I decided to go to sleep when I woke up it was time to go so I woke nick up and told him it's time to go I got off of him and helped him fix his hair I walked out then he did I was walking when someone grabbed my hand and intertwined out finger I knew it was nick because he always wore the same watch on his left hand