Is he my true love? ❤️

Used me once again

Livni pov
I woke up at around 8:00 am to see nick crying I turned all my body and attacked his in a hug he hugged back and said he's gone "who's gone"
My dad he died he said crying a tear fell down my eye because it was nicks father and that happened to one of my family members and I try to forget but it still haunts me I hugged nick again and told him everything will be ok he looked at me and and said I love you Liv thanks for being there for me when nobody was I love you to nick I said he was starting to cry again but I stopped he got ontop of me and I hugged him he was so cute I thought aww thanks babe you're cute to I blushed and said I said that I out loud yea you did I kissed him and he kissed back he was pulling away but I didn't let him he smiled and flip us around so now I was ontop I looked at him and said god you're so hot nick he smiled and said but you're sexy and I love you I love you more I said no I do he said no I do I said no I do he said no I do I said ok fine you love me more but I love you to the farthest galaxy and back I smiled and hugged him tight I put my head by his neck wrapping my hands around his back since I was ontop of him he whispered you know what I've noticed about you every time you see me he smiled what I said "looking at him you like to hug me and play with my hair" ever since I was a fangirl I have always wanted to hug you all the time and play with your hair I said he smiled it went silent and I said nick do you know how you said you were insecure "yes why" I don't want you to be insecure because your fans didn't fall for you because of your shape or how you look they fell for you because of your personality so you don't have insecure well all love for you not for how you look I said he smiled and hugged me Thank you for everything Liv I love you I smiled and said I love you to nick got up and went to the couch I saw him on the couch with his laptop em and nick were the only ones in the bus every one else was at the club I got up and walked over to him you want something what do you want he asked not looking up at me oh nothing just wanted to spend time with you he rolled his eyes and said what ever I was hurt so I grabbed his laptop and sat on his lap facing him with my arms wrapped around his neck what do you want can't you see I am busy he yelled I was shocked and said well I wanted to spend time with you I DONT CARE I AM BUSY CAN YOU JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP AND STOP BOTHERING ME PLUS I HAVE A GIRLFRIEND I HAVE BEEN HAVING ONE SO PLEASE JUST LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE he yelled and I was hurt a tear fells down my eye and got off of him as fast as I could and left to my bunk I just sat there shocked at what nick said I started to cry so I got up and went to the restroom I sat on the toilet and cried I cried my eyes out then I got up and looked into the mirror I slammed it and I broke it with a big cut on my hand I cried harder fuck I yelled in pain then nick opened the door of course you would cut you fucking suicidal freak this is why no one likes you I cried harder and let the flow down so I could die there was blood all over me I had cut my wrist and my hands both of then with lots of blood flowing out I let it flow down when nick come up to me and says fucking dumass this why you should die no one likes you no one loves you and they never will so just kill your self tears feel down my eyes then nick got a knife and cut my arms FUCK!! AHHH!! I yelled in pain I am not going to let nick get the best of me my hands were choking then l see Brennen walk in with the rest of the guy LIVNI OH MY FUCKING GOD Brennen yelled I could say anything my hands were burning and were shaking with blood dripping down Brennen grabbed me and carried me to his car it was out of gas so he held me tight and ran as fast as he could to the hospital the last thing I saw was all the guys ripunning as fast as they could behind Brennen the everything went black