Walking In The Wind

Part 7

Harry wakes up with what must be the worst hangover known to human kind, he's gotten drunk before but he's never gotten a headache this big, or the need to puke until his guts fell out.

His door slowly opens up and jay walks in carrying a cup of water and some tablets. Harry is only confused for minute but when he looks around he realises that he's in louis room.

"what happened? how did i get here?" he asks

jay hands one capsule and a glass of water "your blonde friend neil i think, dropped you off"

harry just nodes, he swallows the pill and gives the glass back to jay once he has drunk the water "where's louis?" he asks because this was his room and he wasn't here, did he sleep in the guest room?

"At the hospital"

harry throws his cover off his body and quickly stands, he regrets it straight away and sits back down "what's wrong, is he alright?" he asks, wincing

"i think you should rest, i am going to check on him and come back to tell you how he's doing" jay says

"is he going to be alright?" he asks

"jay smiles "I hope so, now in you go" she practically forces him back to bed

he falls asleep before she even leaves the room.

He doesn't wake up until jay shakes him awake "i brought you lunch" she says handing him a sandwich

"how is Louis?"

jay sits on the edge of the bed straighten the blankets "he's fine, he's awake now"

"what's wrong with him?" harry asks

jay sighs sadly "when Louis was three years old he was diagnosed with Congestive heart failure"

The nausea swirls unrestrained in his empty stomach. his head swim with half-formed regrets, he pushes his plate away "tell me he's going to be alright"

jay doesn't look at him as she speaks "It causes the heart to weaken, i am surprised he even made it this far"

This close harry can see grey hairs and bags under her eyes, probably from years of worrying about louis. She looked like she could use a year long nap. "what does that mean?"

jay just sighs, harry knows it's not easy answering his questions. She is a mother after all. "i ran more test yesterday, whatever the results are, it isn't going to be good"

"i want to see him"

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Harry always hated hospitals, tonight was no different except someone he loves is here and is in deep trouble so he puts his fears aside and follows jay as she leads him to Louis room.

He's scared but it has nothing to do with the hospital, apart of him didn't want to see louis in a hospital bed, hooked up to machines, that was why when he entered his room and witnessed the exact same thing he feared he couldn't breath.

Two things happened, first harry broke down completely and two; louis snapped and he yelled at both of them, first jay for letting harry come see him and for telling. Jay warned him about this due to his medication but it still effected him, louis words telling him that he didn't want him there and the i hate you's stuck to him. He wanted to be there for him, for as long as it toke.

finally Louis falls asleep, while harry just sat starring at him. louis lyed on his bed with a frown, harry couldn't take his eyes away there's was something that always pulled him to louis. Harry found himself hours just watching and admiring him, admiring what he's like. How his eyes would sparkle when he was up to something or how when he laughed he would bend down and hold his stomach. Harry was not going to get that change again.