Why me?

Chapter 14; Are We?

~Ariana's POV~

I hated school, and no it wasn't because people bullied me or because of the teachers. It was because I had almost every single class with Kyle. I haven't seen him since that day which was last week.

I walked into the hallway getting many disgusted looks. I guess that's what you get for 'trying to get with a Highschooler'. Please I would go for someone way more cuter than Cam.

I walked past Kyle and noticed he had an arm around the same girl that he kissed. I honestly forgot her name. I looked down and just walked to my locker. He didn't even look my way.

I have to admit..I'd be lying, if I said I didn't have any feelings for Kyle. Because I had major feelings for that inconsiderate jerk. He didn't obviously like me.

But, you know what? If he wants to ignore me. Let him. I can't stop the way he feels or does. You can't control someone's feelings. If he doesn't like me as I thought he did. Then why should I care?

I walked into class and sat down at my normal seat getting papers thrown at me by the idiots already in here. I don't understand why they keep tormenting me. It obviously doesn't make sense because what happened.. Happened like what? Three week ago? I can't even remember what I wore.

I saw Kyle walk in and sit down in front. What is he now, a nerd? No offense to people who are nerds or just like school. I'm not judging, just saying.

"Aw, looks like Evan's finally ditched you're slutty self." Kayla laughed flipping her hair. She was also with her posse. Timmy, Andrea, and John.

"He finally saw how worthless you are." Andrea smirked sending Kyle a wave and a wink.

"Okay, and if I'm worthless? I don't care." I shrugged. "And I don't care if he did."

"You're nothing but a shank. I bet you fucked over 20 guys since last week." John fixed his hair.

"Oh, yeah. One of them being your dad." I smirked, batting my eyes lashes at him.

Everyone in class started laughing when I said that. John looked at me with angry eyes.

"At least my parents love me. Yours don't care about you. Never have. They didn't even want you. " he smirked evilly, making my smirk turn into sadness. I blinked away the tears.

"Enough!" The teacher walked in. "Everyone sit down, now!"

-skipping to lunch-

As I walked down the steps to get to the lunch room, lunch bag in my hand. I look around noticing everyone still staring at me with disgust.

"ew, whore."

"Gross, the slut is coming."

For thirteen and fourteen year olds you'd think they'd wouldn't speak like this. But, they do. And whatcha gonna do? Nothing. There's nothing you can do. Oh, who am I kidding? I'm just like them.

I opened the door to the cafeteria and just walked straight to the outside. it was freezing but they still let us out. I sat down on the table and put the brown little bag on it.

As I took my food out I noticed Kyle and his little girlfriend coming my way. I sighed and silently cursed under my breath. I wasn't exactly in the mood to be bothered with.

"Hey!" The girl chirped sitting down in front of me. I mentally glared at her for her cheerful attitude.

"Hi." I looked at the table and started to play with the hem of my shirt.

"Hey, Ariana." I heard Kyle's voice. I looked up and noticed him smiling at me. I wanted to smack the smile off.

"Hi." I continued to play with the hem of my shirt.