Girl Code

I Don't Know - Antonio Frenci

Already, this year has been crazy roller coaster. It turns out that two girls like me, but here's the catch: they're in different grades. It's Elizabeth and Sally. Boy, aren't I a ladies' man!

So far, Elizabeth seems really chill, but I find it a little annoying when she can't talk to me properly. We're already good friends, so I don't want her to be nervous around me.

Sometimes, I witness her hands shaking while she's talking to me, and that's what makes things awkward. Why can't she just be herself and pretend that she never told me? I mean, I don't mind it at all. I just want her to relax.

But to be honest, it's just kind of weird of how we look at each other differently. I look at her as a friend and she looks at me as a crush. And if I end up liking her, what should I do? Would I be the same person? It's not like we would date anyways. I'm not allowed to. But let's just see how things go on from here...

Now about Sally. I know nothing about her and we don't even talk. So how could she end up liking me? The only reason I wouldn't date her is because she's not my type. But what is my type? I don't even know.

Just now, Melanie comes up to me and she says, "Listen, I don't like you, but my friend does..."

"And?" I told her.

"And if you hurt her, I hurt you. Do you understand me?" she said.

"Sure." Well that was awkward. I knew she had to be talking about Elizabeth and I could understand where she was coming from. I get it, she wants to protect her best friend. But I assure it, I'm not a bad person...

Anyway, I just want to go home... my head hurts.