Oh how i wish
I had words
To translate
The mess in my mind..
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Now I'm going to ramble a lot so you can ignore if u don't want to waste your time on reading me just complaining about life.
So the thing is that m having a relapse. And it is WORSE than ever. Something i never experienced and I don't want to. The thing hurting the most is that i want to tell someone but when i get even the slightest courage to do so then someone does something and m back to square one. Like recently, i was just talking sitting in a group of people and when I started talking ( which is very hard regarding my anxiety) i got into a little argument with a girl ( was really close to her, one of the most important persons in my life but not anymore bcz i realised that she was the one who always bullied me disguised as a sister) and she just got a hold of my arm and like dug her nails and literally draw blood out. It hurts like hell and now i have nail scars on my self harm scars but it wasn't the first time. It is like a thing she does when she wants to shut me and it freaking hurts but m so damn coward to say anything. Moreover, cuz this happens every time this had made my anxiety even bad bcz now m scared to talk with anyone. I'm isolating myself and it is not good bcz last time i did this, i almost ended up in an hospital cuz I didn't eat anything for days. This all is getting bad and I don't want to go where i was. I really don't know what m rambling about and this all is messed up but i just wanted to get this out.
Sorry
~Em
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Depression Quotes 2
AcakSo this is the second part of my first book. It is just a collection of quotes that i like or some of them that I wrote. Some of them may be triggering so please don't read if you don't like such content. I compile these quotes because they have hel...
