Rosalind's POV:
I clench my jaw shut as if the whole universe would submit to me, but that is all in vain I can't even compel myself.
My knuckles are white from clenching my fists. Tears are streaming down my face. My whole body is trembling with unbearable fear.
Memories from my past are falling on me like pouring rain. My thoughts are drifting from my terrible childhood to my bitter reality.
I've never been grateful for my life. In a nutshell, I'm despondent . I grew up with an abusive father who made me hate all men,and I've had androphobia ever since I could remember.
My mum never gave me a fair shake, that's why I decided to put an end to this torment. She always blames me for the abandonment of my father to us , so I always feels like a jinx or a heavy burden.
My mum is always out of town working ,and I only find weeping my cathartic ritual when I hit rock bottom,then my thoughts start to asphyxiate me.
I have nothing.Even my mum who is supposed to be the closest one neglects me. I always bury these thoughts six feet under by reading that's why I'm bullied at school for being the nerd and the book worm.
It's summer holiday,and I'm bored out of my gourd. My mum is downstairs,so finally I get to even talk with her.
I decided to go downstairs and get closer to her. I know she doesn't give a damn about me , but at least I won't feel any self-remorse because I'm about to make the first move
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Fiksi Penggemar" Do you trust me ?" he looked at her with hopeful eyes " I trust you more than I trust myself," said she while sobbing
