I should be happy for you
I am happy for you
Yet I hurt too
I have this notion in my head
That no one could ever love you as much as I have
So when I hear that you've found another
Who could do what I couldn't
I'm selfishly jealous
But also happy that someone can make you feel the way I couldn't make you feel.
I don't know why it hurts so bad
I think it's because of the notion in my head
That no one could love you as much as I have
So when you claim to have love for another
It hurts that you couldn't feel that way about me and that I couldn't make you feel the way she does
Then I remember
That all I ever did was hurt you
I'm happy that she's good to you and for you
I'm glad that you love her
And that you live for her since you can't live for me
I guess I'm just selfish and jealous
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Poetry for Dark Souls
PoetryThis collection of poems has been gathered over the years. All of these are dark and lined with depression. I hope that one day, there will be no need to write such things, but for right now it's my outlet.
