Seeing you
Seeing you with her
Seeing you smiler because of her
It makes my eyes water and my stomach go in knots
I'm trying to be happy for you
I'm trying not to miss you
I'm trying to accept that you're hers, not mine
But it's hard
It's hard to forget you
It's hard to move on
When all my head thinks about is you
I close my eyes
And there I am
In my happy place
I close my eyes and there you stand
Right in front of me
When I close my eyes, I'm the one laying next to you
I'm the one who's kisses give you flashbacks of fond memories
I'm the one in the picture I saw
When I close my eyes
I see you
I see us
I see our memories
When I wake up
I'm happy for a second
Then I cry
I hate myself for loving you
I hate myself for missing you
I hate myself for not being able to let go
YOU ARE READING
Poetry for Dark Souls
PoetryThis collection of poems has been gathered over the years. All of these are dark and lined with depression. I hope that one day, there will be no need to write such things, but for right now it's my outlet.
