Harry Potter Imagines and Preferences

Updates on Updates

Before anyone gets antsy and annoyed about me not updating frequently, I'd just like to give an update on what's happening and why I haven't updated in a while and might not for a bit after this.

Today sucked.

It was awful, I've been having a really shitty school year and these past couple days have been a drag. I've written a request or two and a couple scenarios I've been working on for a while, but I haven't gotten nearly as far as I've wanted to. Also school has been a fucking mess. This past week my teacher's have been confronting me a lot and it's probably because of how shit I am at everything, but by far the worst thing that's happened this week alone, was when my teacher fucking threatened me basically. Now before you make any assumptions, it wasn't really that bad, I was just terrified because this has never ever happened to me before. And it was in front of my friend and some "popular" girls in our class, who basically just heard the whole thing, and are probably have a worse image of me than they did before, because damn they seem to hate me a lot.

I should probably explain now, but basically he sent us off to work independently and do what we want and since I have attention problems I ended up just going on my phone. So he came over and forcefully took my assignment and then said he would take my phone if I didn't do it. I said I would, but he didn't leave and continued to pester me, and then threatened to call the principal on me. I was terrified. That teacher is a bitch to me anyway and it's really affecting me, so that's one of the reasons.

I've been through teachers and people bullying me but that's never happened and I wanted to cry. Ugh!

Another reason is all the petty shit that's been happening to me and around me. There's just so much drama and it's really stressing me out, so I'm trying to stay out of it as best I can but I'm mostly the one being targeted in it.

This person is just being so incredibly dramatic right now, I  am possibly stand it and with my ADHD/ADD I get aggressive easily and sometimes can't control yelling so she's been using that against me a lot and making it look like I'm the one being the "toxic" friend to people neither of us know really. This has been going on for about as long as we've been 'friends' and I'm too scared to just cut them off because I personally want everyone to be happy, but I'm just giving everything and not receiving anything in this, and I know that yet I still find it hard.

 I am questioning myself a lot, and recently I realized I'm genderqueer and I would appreciate you all respecting my new pronouns (they/them). Thank you.

In conclusion, it's 1:15am, I can't sleep, and I'm too tired to function, and I'm overwhelmed, so I think I'm going to try to rest a little and get my shit done and work on updates when I can.

Thank you all for reading!

~Cookie