And the most terrible feeling in this world is when you don't know who you are anymore.
When its all messed up inside .
When you can't live with your own self.
When you can't stand the person you are.When you can't figure out what's wrong and its utter confusion dwelling inside .When you try to run away from your self.When you want to hide. And its not the world you are hiding from.But its from yourself.
When you are trapped in the hollow shell of your being and its suffocating.
When everything goes wrong.When you just can't bear it any more. When you just want to go numb .When you wish you could just sleep and never wake up.When you wish to escape.
When you are on the verge of breaking down and it seems better to shatter and break down than face the world .Because when reality claws into your skin .It hurts.Truly.Deeply.Madly.
When you are a stranger to your own self.When you can't read yourself . When the voice inside dies.When helplessness never lets go of you completely.You desperately try to run away and never feel the pain again.When you can't love yourself .When all your strength drains out from you.When you wish oblivion would swallow you whole.When you can't connect with your own self.When you want to succumb to numbness because its comforting not to feel anything.
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