dazed and confused

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Me.

So basically, since I put myself through as much mental pressure as i can, I tend to have no real idea of what's going on around me.
People call me spacey or get mad because they think I'm not paying attention, but I do. Yes, im spacey. Yes, I like to drift off into my own mind a lot.
But that isn't necessarily a bad thing, is it?

It only gets harder when I realize that I built a reputation for myself that I feel I need to keep up. All a's report cards, creative, knowing the answer to everything. Its who I am, I guess. I don't know.

Bleh. I think I'm gonna write a poem or something and post it here next

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