my life is incredibly frustrating. Not the usual moody teenager 'oh no one loves me' or 'I cant do anything right' or something.
No, my main frustrations are, like, I'm a native English speaker, while I'm learning Spanish and german, but I listen to predominantly Japanese music, so I pick up on Japanese. And, while I'm doing all of this, I want to learn French and Russian and polish and Chinese. But I'm just stuck here doing what I can to have enough time to do these things.
And I cant drive or get a job yet because I will still be 14 until the day of 2-24-2017, when I turn 15 and can finally drive and stuff. But I have so much school work because of all of the advanced classes that I take. And I love them. but even if I didn't, I wouldn't be able to go to the lower level classes because they bore the hell out of me so I cant stay focused in them for longer than about twenty seconds.
but I also want to watch all of the anime that my friends are watching. Again, I have no time to do anything else but what I have to.
AND I don't sleep well at night for some reason so I'm always in a state of permenant exhaustion, which stresses me out because I'll start to drift during class. then I get anxiety about whatever I missed.
long story short, I'm frustrated by time. its the worst.
[pardon my bad grammar, spelling, and punctuation]
YOU ARE READING
whatever...
Randomwhatever the hell I think about at random points in time, plus some other things. Also, I am very, very weird. very. weird.
