insanity // h.s

five

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Song of the chapter- Say Something, A Great Big World

Harry's POV

"So you had sex with someone you didn't love?"

"No," Addie said, twirling her straw around in her drink, "I thought I loved him. He just didn't love me."

"Who was it?"

"I'll give you one hint," she said, resting her elbows on the table, "you were punching his face in about 40 minutes ago."

Trent. That fucking ass hole.

I opened my mouth to respond but the waiter came by and asked for our orders before I had the chance to.

"I'll have the chicken penne please," Addie smiled up at him, teeth and all.

Our waiter, Isaiah, wrote down her order and then turned to me, "and what would you like?"

"Steak," I bluntly replied.

He nodded and scribbled down our order and left, but not before winking at Addie. Dick.

I turned back to her to see her reaction. Her cheeks were red but she wore a huge grin on her face.

I rolled me eyes, "typical girl."

"What," she defended, "he's hot. You can't expect me not to fawn over him. Besides, what are you getting so white knuckled about, this isn't a date, remember?"

I unclenched my fist at her words, "whatever. Don't change the subject."

She smiled, "I didn't change the subject. You did."

"Actually, the waiter did," I argued back.

"No, I defiantly think it was you," she teased.

"Okay fine, lets just get back on the subject then," I fired.

"About the damn hot waiter?"

"No," I scolded, "about how you lost your virginity to the biggest ass hole I think I've ever met."

Addie tensed up and looked away at my words, almost shamefully.

Fuck, I'm an ass hole.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean it like that, I just-"

"No, you did," she interrupted, "but that's okay, he is an ass hole, but I didn't think that at the time, okay?"

"Then what happened?" I asked.

She sighed, "pretty much exactly what I said, I thought I loved him, I really did. Which is why I slept with him, and then not even two days later I caught him with his tongue down some blondes throat at a club. I dumped him on the spot, obviously. I didn't talk to him at all except once or twice when we would run into each other at stores and stuff. Today was the only time he's come to see me."

"Has he ever hit you," I asked lowly.

"No. Today was the closest he's ever gotten to hitting me," she must have saw the look of doubt on my face because she added, "I promise."

I nodded my head in response before the waiter came back with our food.

"A chicken penne for the lovely lady," he glowed, setting the food down in front of Addie, "and a steak for Mr. Jealous face."

Addie almost spat out her drink before exploding into a fit of laughter.

"I'm not jealous," I muttered.

"Really bud, because your almost breaking skin with how tightly you're fisting your knuckles," he smirked.

Damn. Why do I keep doing that, "just get out of here ring face."

"Ring face, haven't heard that before."

I opened my mouth to respond but Addie beat me to it, "well, have you heard of squeaky voiced pussy?"

Isaiah furrowed his eye brows, "that doesn't even make sense."

"It will when I knee you in the balls," Addie cooly responded back, "now, if you don't mind, I think we're going to have our food to go."

I bit back a laugh as the dumb ass sat there, gaping at her as Addie just sat there, smiling, her green eyes bright with amusement.

He left, and Addie casually but oh so sweatily muttered under her breath, "dick."

"You and me both," I commented, "that was hilarious, by the way."

She simply shrugged, "I don't like cocky ass holes."

"Doesn't seem so hot now, does he," I smirked.

"Shut up," she rolled her eyes, but let out a soft giggle.

A few minutes later a different waiter. came back, surprise surprise, and boxed mine and Addie's food after apologizing for Isaiah's behavior and placing the check down on the table.

I grabbed it and put down the needed amount on top, but not bothering to leave a tip.

We both got up and exited the restaurant, the car ride was dead quiet before Addie asked a question that I knew was coming.

"Why did you even ask me out tonight?"

"I felt like I should pay you back for helping me out," not exactly a lie, but not exactly the truth.

But Addie just simply nodded, gazing out the window, the street lights of London illuminating her features.

She was beautiful.

I wasn't going to deny it, because she was. Her long brown hair cascaded down her body in careless waves, her light green eyes and her perfect white, straight teeth. Her laugh was contagious and I adored the way her eyes crinkled when she did so. She had a look to her that was so simple, she didn't need to try hard to look beautiful.

And, God, she was.

(Wanted to say Merry Christmas! I hope you all had an amazing day, & also, I am so sorry! This was probably my shortest chapter that I've written so far, but I'm just happy that I'm actually updating a lot quicker, where as in my previous stories it took me like, weeks to update! I also want to make a comment, I saw that my fanfic 'Fix You' is at over 1,300 reads! That's insane! But, I am really sorry to tell everyone who is reading that story, that I am no longer going to write in it. It's been so long since I've even looked at that book, I totally forget where I was going with it! I hope you all understand, & again sorry for the short chapter, I just wanted to give you guys a small update :) & I also have an instagram if you all want to follow it, it's @goodbyeovaries [props for the name, right?] love you! X)