Boss To Bae | August Alsina

Chapter 16

Next Day

I Woke Up To The Light On My Window. Who The Hell Opened The Blinds! Ugh. I Sat Up Rubbing My Eye Then I Saw Mama P Comin From My Bathroom. She Still Works Here And She Gets Her Salary Every Month, She Also Live With Me And Kelsey In The House But Sometimes She Sleeps At Her House Cause She Has A Husband And Kids. I Still Haven't Told Her About August And I... I Know She's Gonna Freak Out.

"Hey Baby Girl. You're Awake" She Smiled.
"Morning Ma" I Smiled Back "You Came In Extra Early Today"

"Yeah, You Know Me. I Found This In The Laundry Basket" She Showed Me August's Shirt. "Whose Is It?!"

I Widened My Eyes "Uhm... Its Mine" I Lied.

"Its A Male Shirt Kaycee!" She Crossed Her Arms. "If You Have A Boyfriend And You're Sleeping With Him Just Tell Me."

"Ma, I Can't Really Tell You Any Details Now. Its Complicated"

"How Is It Complicated If You're Sleeping With Him?" She Asked.

"Thing Is-" I Paused And Covered My Mouth, I Was Suddenly Feeling Sick In My Stomach. I Jumped Off The Bed And Ran To The Bathroom, I Threw Up On The Sink. After 3 Minutes Of Doin That I Brushed My Teeth And Washed My Face Looking At The Mirror.

I Don't Know What The He'll Is Wrong With Me Yesterday Before August And I Went For A Jog I Threw Up. Is It Gonna Be Somethin That Happens Every Morning? I'm Really Not In The Mood For Shit.

August Hasn't Called Or Answered His Phone Since Bianca Found Us... In Bed.
He Hasn't Been Online In Any Of The Social Networks.

I Went Back To The Bedroom And Saw Mama P Just Finishing Making Up My Bed.

"Ahh! Mama P You Know I Prefer Making Up My Own Bed" I Said. She Didn't Answer Me She Just Sat On The Bed. And Reached For Her Pocket I Saw Her Unfolding A Paper. It Looked Like A Magazine Page.

"Come Sit Here" She Said And I Sat Next To Her. She Gave Me The Paper And It Was A Picture Of Me And August Kissin At The Fair Yesterday. I Covered My Mouth And Looked At Her.

"My Daughter Showed That To Me..... You're Dating Soon To He Married Man!" She Semi-Yelled "I Know Your Dad Raised You Way Better Than That"

"I'm Sorry I Let You Down Ma..... I Didn't Choose To Fall Far Him, It Just Happened"

"You're Being Someone's Side Chick Kaycee! That's Sick!! What The Hell Happened To Your Self Respect?" I Stayed Silent And She Sighed. "Did You Let Him Take Your Virginity?"

".... We... We've Slept Together A Couple Of Times" I Said Looking Away.

"Wow! You've Changed" She Shook Her Head.

"I'm Really Sorry I Disappointed You"

"Just End Things With That Man Before He Hurts You... Trust Me Sweetheart I Know These Things, You're Only Gonna End Up With A Broken Heart!" She Said

"But... I Love Him, If I Had To Live Without Him I'd Lose My Mind. I Can't Stop Seeing Him"

"You Love Him But The Question Is Does He Love You Back?"

"That's What He Said",

"And You Believe Him. Boys Would Say Anything. Absolutely Anything To Get What They Want... If He Loved You He Would Have Ended Things With The Other Woman Long Time Ago."

"She Knows About Us And I'm Sure August Will Dump Her And We'll Be Together"

"I Just Don't want you to get Hurt" She said Rubbing My Hand.

"I Won't Ma" I Grabbed Her Hands. "August Makes Me Happy, And I Know He's The Right One For Me"

"I Don't Feel Good About This But If He Makes You Happy Then Who Am I To Judge? Just Be Careful" She Hugged Me.

"I Will, Don't Worry." I Smiled. I Felt Nauseous Again And I Ran To The Bathroom.

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I Was Just Sitting In The Living Room Alone Eating My Ice Cream While Watching Empire. Nobody Is In The House. Kelsey Is Out With Bradley, They've Been Talkin For A While Now. Mama P Went To Her House. Natalie And The Girls Are Gonna Be Comin Over Tonight For A Sleep Over.

I Heard A Doorbell Ring And I Stood Up. When I Made It To The Door I Looked On The Peep Hole And Saw August, A Big Smile Appeared On My Face. I Opened The Door And He Came In. I Jumped Into His Arms And He Chuckled Spinning Me .

"You Had Me Worried.... Why Weren't You Answering Your Phone?" I Asked.

"I Was Kinda Busy" He Replied.

"I Missed You." I Said Kissin Him.

"Look, We Gotta Talk"

"You Sound Serious. What's Up? Let's Go Sit Down"

"I'm Not Here To Stay"

"What's Wrong August?"

"After You Left... Me And B Talked"

I Crossed My Arms "Oh.."

"Yeah, I Apologized And She Forgave Me. We're Still Gettin Married In December" He Said. My Heart Started Racing.

"Wow!... You Really Do Love Her, Huh?" I Asked Looking Up At Him.

"I Do... I Don't Wanna Continue Hurting Her That's Why I Think You And I Should Stop Seeing Each Other." The Pain I Felt In My Heart When He Said That Is Unexplainable.

".....You're Breakin Up With Me?!" I Asked Feeling Tears Build Up.

"Yes, I'm Sorry" He Was Lyin. He Ain't Sorry. He Didn't Even Look Sad Or Guilty. I Put Hands Over My Face Praying To God Not To Cry In Front Of Him But That Didn't Work. The Time I Removed My Hands My Eyes Were Leaking.

"Please Go!" I Simply Said.

"Kay, Look We Can Still Be Friends"

"Friends? Friends My Ass August. Go To Hell With That Slut Of Yours, I Wish She Takes All Your Money And Leaves Your Stupid Ass Broke! You A Fuckin Cold Bastard."

"Don't Talk To Me Like That!"

"She's Fuckin Using You For Your Money. Can't You See That?!" I Yelled Crying.

"Bullshit. Just Stop Being A Drama Queen, What We Had Was Nothin But Fun."

"You Said You Loved Me!" I Said And He Stayed Quiet. I Started Pacing While Wiping My Face. "How Can I Be So Stupid! Why The Hell Did I Open Up My Legs For You" I Cried "I Should've Listened To Everyone Who Warned Me About You!"

"I'm Sorry Okay? I Ain't Mean To Hurt You, You Chose To Catch Feelings For Me Knowing Damn Well I Was Committed To My Fiancee. You And I.... What We Had Was Never Gonna Go Anywhere Far, I Don't See You In My Future And I Don't See You Carrying My Last Name So We're Done!! Stop Being Fuckin Childish and Take It Like A Real Bitch." He Said Without A Care In The World.

"Did You Ever Even Love Me?" I Asked In A Low Voice.

"Yea.... Just Not Enough To Leave Bianca For You"

"Get Out!" I Took Off The Ring He Gave Me "Take Your Shit And Get Out"

"You Promised Not To Take That Off"

"You're A Fine One To Talk About Promises.... Get Outta My Face August! OUT!!" I Yelled Pushing Him Out. I Slammed The Door And Broke Down Crying Silently While Looking At The Ring. I Figured I Should Keep It Cause I Did Promise Not To Take It Off And I Never Go Back On My Word

God, What Do I Gotta Do To Make Him Love Me?

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