best friends never die.....

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I looked around the room for where i heard that voice. It sounded so close yet so far away. I kinda sounded like...  No it wasnt. It couldnt be Max. Right? Why am i pondering this so much?. "hello? Max is that you?" I ask. After a few minutes without any noise i laughed. "god now I'm talking to myself im definitely losing my mind aren't i?" "Stacey you okay?" Startled i looked at my brother kip. "Fine kippers just fine" "momma said it was time to eat then we are going to the store"" alright love I'll be down in a min. Let me get dressed and I'll be ready okay?" I smile at him. He just nods and walks out of my room. Max used to have an older brother but he left when she was ten so she grew up with kip being her younger brother. And Kip thought of her as a second big sister. Now everyone took Maxs' passing sadly but Kips was devastating because that was one of his angels is what he called us. Mom used to tell us that people who cut or have mental disorders were and still are angels and are trying to get home because earth is a mean place. Obviously when i found out about max cutting i started yelling and crying and when Kip walked (he was 5) in he saw her scars and started telling her its okay you dont need to feel bad because you're an angel but dont do go home just yet. A couple of years past and i started cutting. Kip found out instantly because ever since he saw maxs' scars he checked our wrists everyday for six years. We hid most of them but kip is a smart kid. Kip is 12 now and he is so sweet and caring you'd think he was older. When max left us Kip had nightmares for days and had to be sang savior by black veil brides or he wouldn't sleep. I smile a little thinking of it now but then i think what happened to max that made her want it to end? Sure we both cut but we were seeing a therapist for it. At least thats what i thought. "max why did you have to leave me and Kip need you here". We need our angel back....