Ceilidh fyre

chapter 14

I opened the fridge to get a glass of cold water while it rained outside.

Can't sleep?

I turned around seeing Lukas sitting at the table looking outside into the darkness.

Uhh no and you?

No...

I've always love the rain.

Me to.

Something wrong?

No just thinking.

About ?
Only if you want to tell me that is.

I pulled out a other chair sitting next to him now also looking outside.

My history. All of ours.

What was it like going through it all?

I've seen allot of thing's. I've lived so long nothing is something new.

Didn't you have someone?

Yes i did. She was my life .

What happened?

She got burned until she died.

I'm so sorry.

I could see the pain flowwing between his veins so much sadness he hid with him.

They burned her and my little girl.

Why?

They fought she was a witch.

So they burned her?

Yes. One night my wolf got out of hand ripping up pig's and sheep and she made all the anger go away talking to  me while i was about to kill a farmer, they soon went to ouer town's leader and he said the priest should decide and he said witches die only if they get burned to death.
I begged them the day we found out what they would do i told them ouer baby was on the way but they didn't care they locked me up and made me watch while they burned every piece of her body .... she didn't scream she smiled at me and said she'd see me again one day.....

Tears rolled down his cheeks and he looked so angry i wish i could do something.

How was she ?

She was beutifull....

I could only imagine.

Why didn't you say I'm sorry for your loss?

I don't believe in it. What use does it have to say I'm sorry why don't ask how the person was or what was she like instead of saying something that won't even help.

You know. That's a very smart  thing to say.

I got up from my chair and walked over to him .

You know . I bet she's right she will find you one day.

He looked up at me and gave me a weak smile.

Good night Lukas.

Night Alena.

I turned around and walked to the door.

I think she was right.

I turned around to look back at Lukas again.

She was right you will find her someday again.

No. I already have.

What do you mean?

I wasn't planning on coming here and finding someone like you and someone like Mia.

What did you plan on finding?

I stuck up girl who will think she owns Eric.

What does that have to do with your wife ?

Her name was Mila.

She had a beutifull name.

She also had two brown marks under her but that looked like cow spots.

That's a weird thing to tell someone....

I chuckled and he looked really serious.

She also had brown hair and eye's and a spot by her eye.

Why are you telling me this?

Because i don't know what to do Alena.

Do with what?

Lukas?

Nevermind....

He got up and walked pass me when it hit me !!!!

Wait stop!

I pulled him back into the kitchen closing the door.

You described Mia to me. Why????

I described my wife to you Alena.

That can't be..

We'll it is.

I don't understand what your trying to tell me but you better come to the point.

I was married about two hundred years ago to a girl that looked just like mia every piece of her resemblance Mila, their names are even the same .
I fought i could forget about the fact i couldn't save her or the baby but now i met Mia and she is everything that Mila was.

I didn't know what to say my word's where lost i didn't know how to react to all of that!

I don't know what to say....

I'm not expecting you to say anything all i want you to do is tell Eric I'm sorry i had to leave but i had unfinished business to attend to.

You can't leave. 

I have to. I can't live in a place where my wife's gost is following me !

Mia can't be your wife she just maybe has a resemblance to her .

I never said she was my wife i just said i can't be around her.

Why not ?

Because then I'll even miss Mila more and feel more guilty.

You where yesterday the whole day out with her .

I went with her to see if she does really look like Mila and she does. Ask me how i know about the but thing?

Maybe it's just a coincidence.

Does she also have the same type of mark on her head if you lift up her hair ?

I stood there amazed how did he know that!

See what i mean Alena?

You could have seen it.

And the way she makes food?

What about it ?

That's the thing she can't because she burns everything.

This is just weird please stop.

I'm leaving tell Eric for me would you.

Wait.

What?

She told me the night you looked after her she knew you but she couldn't remember from where she said you looked like she knew you from somewhere but she can't really remember.

I need to go Alena.

Don't go!

I pulled him back into the kitchen.

What if what your trying to tell me is true.  What if Mia and Mila are the same people?

I wouldn't know Alena.

Please stay. We can figure this out . We can try and see if what you did tell me is true and they might be the same people.

I'm not falling all over inlove with Mia again .

Nobody said you had to.

But I'm going to. I'm going to fall in love with her and I'm going to think she is Mila.

She might be. All I'm asking is stay we'll sort this out tomorrow.