You're Mine. ^Joshler fanfic^

Chapter 1- Who are you?

WARNING! This story is about self harm and how fucked up life gets after you do it so it's just a message to some fucked up people who made others cut themselves such as me so if you are worried that this whole story is not about poor fucked up lives it's about why we need love doesn't matter what gender, sexuality you are be as gay and lesbian as MUCH as YOU fucking want and don't let anybody change that. ♥

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*DIARY OF TYLER JOSEPH AS A 16 YEAR OLD*

Dear diary,                      17th Feb 2005

I think my life is already pretty messed up so I'll go 1 more time to school and feel how fucking pointless it is and get kicked around, I'm burning this diary before 9. Bye world.

*At the hell building we have to go to every morning*

As down as Tyler could feel,his shaking feet stepped forward into the building he got given anxiety from. Every bit of the hall was stares landing on Tyler's skinny figure. His eyes still shone in the bright light which landed on Josh the popular guy that every girl in the school dreamed of being with, he thought that Josh was a fucking douche bag because he's the *COOL* guy here. As every stare turned back around to the boring same old thing that Tyler would never experience for real. He was lost in the hall but he heard some what door open behind him, it scared the living fuck out of him. Josh entered Tyler's presence, he was too close to not admire his god like features Tyler felt attracted to the fuck boy which wasn't a douche bag after all he was the most loving boy you could ever meet. 

Josh had spoken to the known as the 'looser',he just simply said- What's wrong?- Tylers face turns to a puddle of shock even though he was loosing breath as Josh came closer to him so close Tyler could feel his nose breathe the scent that surrounded his body.He tried to run but Josh's legs were too fast to run away from so he caught up with him and grab him by Tyler's shoulder and turned him around to see the shock in Tyler's eyes.         Tyler just said -please don't hurt me- and josh giggled and hugged Tyler to get rid of the scared feeling out of his mind. 

Tyler felt the need to look Josh in the eye, he was just a year older and a bit taller than him. Josh realised how gay of him it was to just come out of nowhere and hug that innocent slender figured boy. Josh's mocha eyes were as deep as a Mocha sea that Tyler would swim in and be pulled in_

-Tyler?, Tyleeeer?!, Earth to Tyler!

His pupils became smaller as he felt love between him and Josh, he laid his head on Josh's chest. For some weird reason he didn't mind but he decided to kiss your head you felt safe. The bell rang and everyone came storming in the hallways and their faces turn to surprise and shock because he kept kissing Tyler's head but you both were so into it that the bell was nothing Tyler just felt too secure with Josh he wouldn't let go at any point. Tyler looked up to Josh while Josh's eyes were closed and Tyler stood on his tiptoes to reach his lips, his eyes opened and closed again, he also didn't mind that it was just long and passionate. And everybody started clapping and that's when you both realised that everybody can see it and even the teachers. Tyler didn't feel embarrassed he was proud to be brave and do such a thing, now with Josh he was sure about his sexuality, he was gay the girl fantasies were gone long behind Tyler.

Josh cupped Tyler's cheeks and give him a kiss on his forehead.Everybody's hearts melted except form Kennedi a cute girl which loved Tyler. Tyler starts to sob. Debby, Josh's girlfriend, saw everything and hated both of them from now on. But Tyler still thanked Josh for the kisses. Tyler's thin fabric shirt showed his hard nipples, Josh giggles at him and hugs Tyler to cover them up. Josh lifts Tyler up and carries him to the bathroom and take Tyler's shirt off. Tyler tries to leave the bathroom but feels the need to stay. 

Josh simply said -You're cute-

And Tyler just stood there as if he saw a killer or someone dead. Josh put his big shirt on Tyler and wore Tyler's. Tyler could feel Josh's scent for thw whole day. As soon as he got home his mother asked him -Who's shirt is that?-             You stutter - It-It's my friends..-

-WELL WHAT FRIEND?-

Tyler - HE'S A, a...a boy-