Chapter 3- Don't leave me now.

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by TyJoHasReadThis

by TyJoHasReadThis

*WARNING* Depressing content coming up

After all that Tyler's been through in his life,Josh is the person that lifted his heart. Everyday Tyler would cry of how fucking sad his life was till the day before when Josh kissed his head. So he didn't hesitate but to love Josh with all his love. If Josh would just leave him he would probably try to kill himself. I mean obviously it would be a tear in his heart -sorry I had to- but Josh was the nicest person on earth, that's impossible...or is it?

*WARNING* Sad AND depressing content coming up also don't skip this again cause you probably will miss the whole fucking chapter and I spent a long time on this to satisfy you x3 Soz just read.

Well the day begins again, we repeat the same actions most of the time, we're meant to experience real life not some fucking boring shit which we have to go through without help I might sound stupid now but I'm writing this and listening to 'Before you start your day' because that's my only escape right now because my parents don't support me I cry every morning to the same voice screaming at me. Well it's just how life goes for some of us, better worse or just hell. Tyler and Josh made me smile everyday, I can't cry any more because I grew strong. Well let's get back to the story and I'll stop talking about my miserable life for once.

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Tyler's P.O.V

Yesterday was beautiful, I want to do it again. But if Josh does love me then why didn't he tell me he has a girlfriend, this is just a dream or a joke or even both. I guess cutting myself would take the last bits of my emotion out. I don't need it anyway. I want Josh, I want Josh to me mine and I'm his. I want to be in his arms. I want to feel my fantasies come true. The pain was unbearable I want him, I want him here with me. If he won't come the pain won't stop, I need loving for once. And I need it from him.

Josh's P.O.V

I don't know what to think, I want to hold him in my arms no matter the weather. I-I need to break up with Debby. I FUCKING HATE MYSELF WHAT IF TYLER WANTS TO HARM HIMSELF RIGHT NOW?! I have to go to his house! As soon as I walked in I ran up to his room and opened the door and saw the saddest thing in my whole life! I picked him up and kissed his forehead it seemed as if he wasn't waking up I shook him and still, so I shoved my fingers down his throat and he threw up the pills. I cried hugging Tyler and his eyes opened and said 'Help me' I-I saved the love of my life and now he's in my arms like I wished. I told him 'Please TyJo never do that again to yourself! </3'. He responded to me- It hurts Josh.

I looked on his wrists they were cut so many times both of them. I feel like this is my fault, it is I know it. I kissed every part of his face about a 1000 times. He wrapped his arms around my neck and I picked him up and drove to my home with him. I lay him to bed although he had blood on his wrists I didn't care as long as he's alive. I love him to bits. Even though he does have flaws I don't care, he's special to me. I pulled him closer and held onto him until he woke up. I'll stay as long as I have to for him to wake up. I want him to get lots of sleep today. Although the world might be cruel I still want Tyler to be alive. When I saw him grip my hand and stare into my eyes I could smile so much and giggle and laugh with him but he seemed in pain. He opened his mouth and heavily breathed . I told him that it's ok. I cupped his cheeks and pulled him closer in to give a long sweet kiss. His lips were chapped, he obviously bit his lips many times because they were bleeding, I didn't care because I love him no matter what situation we're in.

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