Louis' POV

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(Louis' POV)

I was pissed.

Marcel just called my sisters pretty, the tone in his voice wasn't like a good 'they are pretty' it was more of a 'they are hot'. This whole time I thought he was gay, I guess not. I thought maybe I would have a chance with someone for once.

Everyone else just runs away from me when I expose my sexuality. That's why my friends don't know I'm gay. They think I'm dating this girl, she goes to another school but goes to my church, her name is Eleanor. She is beautiful but I would never date her, we're just friends, she does know that my friends think we're dating and she's fine with pretending. She also knows I'm gay and she's the only one, beside my family, that doesn't mind it.

It would have been nice if Marcel would of actually been gay since I really like him.

I'm sitting on my bed waiting for Marcel to sit down on the bed as well so we can do math. I wasn't actually planning to do math homework but... He's not gonna wanna do what I had planed.

"So we should probably do the math homework now." I softly said.

I looked down at my papers when suddenly my head was brought up by a soft pale hand. I now gazed into Marcel's beautiful green eyes. Suddenly a pair of soft red plump lips pressed against mine in a passionate kiss. We held them there for a few seconds, but it felt like hours. When he pulled away a smirk smeared across my face.

"I know that this might have been awkward, but I just wanted to let you know, Louis, that I am in love with you. I always think about you. Your all I want. I'm sorry if this a lot to Handle or if your not gay but it's true." Marcel started blurting out.

"I am gay. And I love you too, I have been wait to kiss you ever since I laid eyes on you." I remarked smiling and pulling Marcel in for a hug.

I heard a faint nock at the door, I pulled away from the hug and yelled "COME IN!" my little sister, fizzy walked in. She looked at me then Marcel then me then Marcel again.

"Who's this?" She questioned, motioning towards Marcel's tall figure.

"This is Marcel, my-m-my friend, yeah my friend. He came over to help me with math homework." I stuttered.

"Cool, hi Marcel, I'm Fizzy." She smiled flopping her hand out for Marcel to shake it.

"Hi." Marcel said In a short quiet tone. I looked at Fizzy, wondering what she was in here for.

"So, anyway, mum wanted to know if you were hungry because dinner is ready." Fizzy spoke proudly.

"Um just tell her I'll be down in a moment." Fizzy walked out of the room and down the hall to the stairs.

I pack up my backpack and reach my hand out in front of Marcel waiting for him to take it. I held his hand I we ran down stairs, Marcel stopped. "What's wrong Marcel?" he pulled his hand away from my hold.

"We shouldn't hold hands." He said depressed. I took his hand a held it tight. I shook it in the air and said "My family knows." I left it at that. We walked down the long hallway to the kitchen where my mum, and four sisters were all huddled around to dinner table. Phoebe, My youngest sister also a twin, looked up at me and Marcel. My mum then looked up at us.

"Oh! Louis! whos this?" My mum spoke shocked.

"This is Marcel, Marcel Styles." I answered back proudly, pulling a chair up from the countertop and placed it next to the empty chair at the table.

"Isn't he the younger brother of that girl, Gemma?" Lottie asked. WHAT? He's the sibling of Gemma Styles? Oh god now we had a problem. I looked at Marcel waiting for him to respond.

"Yeah, thats me." He spoke in a soft voice. I took his hand and pulled him into the actual kitchen to get us food. "Does your sister know that you're hanging out with me?" I asked sternly.

"Well she knows I talk to you, but she doesn't need to know where I'm at 24/7." He answered. "Do...do you know what happened between me and her?" I asked scared for the answer. "No, what happened?" he responded scaredly. "Ill explain later, lets get back to the dining table before my mum gets worried." I take his hand and we walk into the dining room setting our plates onto the table and sitting down. We eat slowly in the silence, but it is soon broken by the faint voice of my mum. "So Marcel, how is your sister lately? I haven't seen her in a while." Well great mum, he doesn't know that me and his sister... nevermind. Marcels faint voice answered "She's... she's great...doing great." He looked down at his plate and we all finished dinner in silence, which was way better then explaining to Marcel what had happened between me and his sister. I stand up from the table grabbing all the plates from the table and taking them into the kitchen to wash. I start running cold water and placing each dish into the sink "He doesn't know what you did to his sister does he?" My mum said as she grabbed a dish from the sink and started to scrub it. "No." I answered looking up at her.

"Why haven't you told him."

" I thought his sister told him and he was still ok with me... but I guess I have to tell him now." My mum nods her head in agreement. I walked out of the kitchen and went to get Marcel, I grabbed his hand and dragged him outside. "I need to talk to you." He nodded waiting for me to continue "OK, so basically what happened with your sister and I, well, we were dating for a while. and um so one night I was at a party, she couldn't make it because it was your birthday. And I was having fun with my friends we were drinking, a lot and I got kinda drunk. There was this other girl there and I started to makeout with her and then I made the biggest mistake of my life. I took her into my old car and we started to have sex. The next Monday at school Gemma ran up to me and slammed my jacket onto the ground, cursed me out then ran away. She never spoke to me again. Thats when I started to get tattoos and get piercings on my body and hanging out with my group of friends that I have now. That was the end of us." I waited for him to run away or yell at me but he just sat there staring at the ground. "What about you becoming gay, how did that happen?" he spoke. "Thats a different story for a different day." I chuckled kissing him on the lips and standing up. I guestered towards to car door. He got into the car slowly as did I. I drove him home and said good bye.

I soon was back home. I walked in side and everyone was in their beds asleep. I went to phoebe and daisy's room and kissed them goodnight then I walked into fizzy's room and kissed her good night. I walked down the hall and noticed that Lottie's light was on, I knocked on her door. But there was no response, I walked in and saw her asleep on top of her computer at her desk. I picked her up and placed her into her bed. Slowly dragging the covers over her cold body and planted a kiss on her forehead. My mum then walked into her room "Lou, you should probably get some rest, you have school in the morning. Plus you need to pass highschool this year." My mum walked out of the room turning out the lights. I trotted to my room and stripped my pants and shirt from my sweaty body. I climbed into my bed and pulled my sheets over my almost naked body and fell asleep.

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Just a heads up Gemma had already lived in Doncaster with their mum. Marcel had just moved their because of bullies.

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