Still Best Friends?? (Kian Lawley, Sam Pottorff)

11-List of me

*Taylor's POV*

I could hear slight moaning in the background it was Madison's voice. It was as clear as day, as I heard it again I looked over at Ricky and Trevor. They had a look saying 'Put-it-on-speaker'.I put the phone on speaker and set it down the moaning continued and now everyone knew Madison the monster and Kian the cheater were in a heated make out session. I could feel a lump in my throat start to form, and my vision was be coming very burly. I got up and ran to my bathroom trying to hide the fact that I was going to cry. No matter what I still loved him and didn't want what we had to end...but it did and nothing was going to change that.

I sat on the bathroom counter and just looked into the mirror in front of me, as I looked at myself fully over tears fell. They say that if the first tear falls from the right eye its happy tears but if its from the left its sad tears. I only cry sad tears..I looked back into the mirror and thought about why he would cheat, I made a list

1) I'm clingy

2) I have too much drama

3) Im not pretty

4)  I cant fit in a size zero

5) I have no talent

6) Im annoying

7) Im not smart

8) I wont sleep with him

9) I bring him into my problems

10) I'm not going anywhere in life

I told myself this list about three times before someone ran into the bathroom and hugged me tightly. I knew from the hollister cologen it was Ricky. I felt myself being picked up and placed on my bed, tears still streaming down my face I felt 4 arms wrap around me. I cried into Ricky chest as Trevor sang softly to me.

*Kian's POV*

 I could feel Madison's lips move against mine, things were heated and I didn't care. I needed something to keep my mind off things. I kissed her hard and hungrily, her hands roamed my chest, She had already pulled my shirt off and her touch was giving me goose bumps. I gently nibbled her bottom lip asking for entrance she gladly let my tongue roam her mouth. I had my hands under her shirt now and I had her pinned to the bed. She moved her tongue with mine and moaned into my mouth. Our lips in sync and fast paced. Taylor and I never did things like this in our relationship...was that why I started cheating?

She never liked crazy PDA. We would kiss but never anything else. If we were in a bed, we were cuddling. Her lips were always soft and gentle. Unlike Madison's...Taylor's touch was even loving and caring. Madison's was rough and desperate.

Madison's hand moving down to my belt took me away from my thoughts.

*Taylor's POV*

I woke up in the same spot I was in when I fell asleep. But in only 2 arms...which weren't Ricky's or Trevor's. They were skinnier than Ricky's arms and slightly bigger than Trevor's. I looked up to see a sleeping Sam. He looked so peaceful...When the hell did he get here? How long was I asleep? I had tried to get out of his grip but it only tighten.

"Stop moving and go back to sleep.." Sam had mumbled to me. I giggled and tried to move again only to be pulled closer to him.

"Stop it...I wanna cuddle and sleep, babe."

My eyes opened wide with that word coming out of his mouth. Sam calling me babe? Sure sometimes to get on Kian's nerves or just joking. Never really! But there was something about that dream that made part of me happyish.