Still Best Friends?? (Kian Lawley, Sam Pottorff)

16-I let her go

*Sam's POV*

I was happy to see Taylor wasn't so broken right now and wasn't mad at me for not standing up to Kian for her. Her eyes still looked partly blank, not fully like when I first met her or when I first told her about him. I hated not seeing the emotions flow through her eyes, like normal or not seeing them shine with little bits of gold in them.

*Kian's POV*

The video shoot was just awkward. You could cut the tense with a knife and not a butter knife something bigger. It was awful, I wanted to ask Sam how Taylor was. If she was still crying? Or if she was moving on in any kind of way? She wasn't one to live in the past or to care about things for to long. She had always felt pain too much when it happened to her so she liked to let things go if her mind would let her, I already missed her smile and her laugh. Oh her laugh could make even the saddest people happy. Her smile brightened up a room and her eyes always told you how she felt. If I looked into them now, what would I see? Hate? Sadness? Disappointment? Any love? The things that would flow there them, I wonder what they'll look like tomorrow. Should I still drop off her gift I know for sure I'm not giving it to Madison. I walked pasted Panda and stopped in front of the window. There she is, the girl who owns my heart but the same girl who's heart I swore to never break yet I still did. She was looking at her phone, and a guy was walking toward her. It was like a movie where everything is in slow motion. Once they started talking she smiled a happy like smile. Her eyes didn't show anything but I wasn't in front of them either so how would I know. Who was he? Is she already on a date? Is he hitting on her? Does she think he's cute? Is he flirting with my girl? My girl. She isn't my girl. She's Taylor the one and only Taylor. He left shortly after with a bright smile on his face, thank goodness. I started to walk away and head towards Madison. One thing I learned today was that Taylor was the girl I'll always have my eyes on, she is better than anyone else. I'd pick her over Madison any day, in a heart beat. Ill work for her to be mine even though I let her go.

Walking to Madison's I thought about all the things that I could tell her to end us.

1) I love Taylor

2) She was easy

3) She isn't for me

The list goes on and on. I was outside of Maddie's house before I knew it and knocked before I could think. She opened the door in booty shorts, a crop top and she had done her make up. I walked in without kissing her cheek like normal. I looked at her and before I could open my mouth she kissed me. Naturally I wrapped my hands around her waist and kissed her back, she wrapped her arms around my neck. Once I caught on to what to I was doing I undid my arms and pushed her away from me.

"What's wrong baby?"

I could feel myself getting sick hearing her say baby it just didn't work.

"Look I cant do this anymore."

:What do you mean?"

"Lets be real we only got together because you were someone who was easy and you were giving me what Taylor wasn't. But I noticed that Im in love with Taylore and only want her."

"Youre really leaving me for that bitch?!"

"She isn't a bitch and Ill have one less problem without you."

With that I left her house, I knew it was rude but I didn't care the faster things ended with Madison the faster I could get Taylor back into my arms and no one else. Like that guy from earlier I still wonder who the hell he was.