I Will Always Love You

Chapter 27- Missing You

It's been 4 weeks since the broke up, It's awkward when the four of us together! When every time me and Shahrukh see each other we just a look into our eyes and than just walk off! I look at the clock that on my beside table and it's 8:30am. I don't want to go to school I just want to just stay in bed and read to try forget Shahrukh! 'Kajol hurry up' Rahul calls out. I get up and get dress! I put on a black t-shirt and blue short! I put on my black and white stripy converse on! I put my hair up in a messy bun and clean my teeth!
I head downstairs where Rahul is sitting on the kitchen stool and drag a plate of toast across the table to me. 'Can you drive me to school today please' I said taking bite into the toast! 'Mm okay' Rahul said getting up from the stool 'Com on' he says opening the door.

I pick my bag and head out the door and out the gate not looking where I was going I bumped into someone! 'I'm sorry' I say walking back to see who I bumped into. As my heart beat fast and tummy going crazy from the person!!

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'It..okay' I stutter seeing Kajol who I bumped into, ' Kajol com on' Rahul said from the car
'You better go' I said looking down rubbing my hand behind my back! 'Ahaa I guess I should' she said with a little giggle as she walked pass me to the car!

I hoped on the bus and looking out my window as Kajol drives off!

God I miss her so much! That first time in 4 weeks we talked! As I got to school seeing Laltia and Varun there, I hoped of and walked towards to them. 'Hey guys' I said! 'Hey Shahrukh' they both chorus as we walked into school 'wait guys' I heard a familiar voice that makes my heartbeat a 1000times! She stops and touches my shoulder as my body go crazy from her touch, 'Aha thanks for waiting for me' she says out of breath, she looks up and quickly remove her hand of my shoulder, 'it's alright' Laltia says. The bell went and it's was English. As we get to English, Kajol sits next Laltia as for me I sit the other side of Laltia.

'Okay class today we're going to watch If I Stay' Ms Dixit beamed as the class beamed.

It a lovely movie I have to say, Were up to the scene where Mia is in the car, listening to her music, as the scene goes on it was all good until the she laying down all bloody, but she awake seeing herself in blood! She walks around and seeing her parents all blood than next minute they in the hospital!

In the corner of my eyes I can see Kajol, she has watery eyes and her face is drained with sadness! 'Ma'am I'm sorry but the farther didn't get through the surgery' said the nurse in the movie! All sudden Kajol stood up and ran out of the room!

As Laltia stood up about to go check on Kajol I grabbed her hand and she looked at me!

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I ran out as I burst out crying! Thinking about my parents death, Why did we have to watch If I Stay! Why just why, god I wish my parents where alive.

As I felt someone pulling me into a hug, 'hey, hey it's okay' Shahrukh said stroking my hair, I push back a little to see his face, than I pull back into a hug! As my tears dissolving into his shirt 'I...miss..them' I mumble as I feel Shahrukh hug me tight 'I know you do' he said as he kissed my forehead and break and we stare into each others eyes as he puts his hands on my cheeks and wipes my tears from tips of his thumbs! He let go of me and started walking back to class as I follow behind him. As the day went! I got home and went upstairs to my room!

All day can't stop thinking about the hug with Shahrukh

I missed his touch and warmth!! I miss everything about Shahrukh. I can't sleep probably from the cries missing him and my parents, I wish we never broken up I want be back with him but I broke his heart I hurt him so bad! I fall in love with him and these nothing a hole in my heart that incomplete and thats Shahrukh!!

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As I lay in bed looking at the ceiling thinking about the hug today! God I miss her so much I miss her touch I miss her warmth I miss everything about Kajol!!! I can't help to smile from thinking about her! I wish we never broken up! I can't live without Kajol! I'm not happy without Kajol! I feel incomplete without Kajol! I hurt her so much it my fault and I just want to kiss her and hold her in my arms! I fall in love with the girl of my dreams!!
and it all gone because of me!!