The heart of Jesus pt.1

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    The next day came by, Hazel regretting this day. Going back to the place she met Augustus. She was hoping she would never come back again.

"Mom, please," Hazel said crying, "I don't want to go back there! PLEASE! I'm begging!"

"Honey, I know you don't want to go. I'm doing this for you." Hazel's mom said.

"NO! What you're doing is taking me back to the place I met Augustus. Only making me feel like I would die in 7 to 8 months."

Hazel's POV:

That place is hell for me. If my mom wants me to get help, that's fine. Send me to a fucking therapist. I have nothing to live for. My boyfriend/ best friend died. Now my only best friend is Isaac who is blind.
   I'm only living so I could keep my parents happy. I love them so much but, no. I can't go back, accidentally crash into someone, start getting to know them, fall in love, and BAM. They die. And here I am still living. Just waiting and waiting till my weak lungs fill up with water, go to the hospital so the the fucking   doctors can drain the water, and I go back living my fucking life just waiting. I just hope that some time my lungs will fill up, and my parents take me to the hospital. But it will be too late. I can't wait for that day.

"Honey!" My mom exclaimed, "are you ready?"

"Ready as I'll ever be." Hazel said.

"Mom, are you sure? Why can't you send me with a therapist?"

"No because it you will not be socializing. I want you to socialize. I want you to meet someone, get married.."

"OKAY NO! YOU know it and I know that will NEVER happen. Eventually I will die. Besides I had something with Augustus but look what happened. He.."
Then, here I go. I start crying.

"Oh sweetheart, I know it's hard but you need to accept the fact you will never see him again."

"Don't you think I know that? You know what I have to go or I'll be late see ya."

"I love you! Make friends!"

*Slams car door*

Hazel's POV:
Ugh I can't wait till this is over. I just want to go home and stay in my room till I die. But I can't.

Hazel walks into the room and stops. Sighs. Says quietly "Here we go."

To be continued...

P.S. So I hope you are liking the book so far. I'm still trying to figure out how wattpad works after being gone for more than a year. Bear with me. On another note, I know this story wasn't all that exiting but soon it will be better. Thank you

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