confessions

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100 confessions, none of them accepted
I have no confidence, should I just go back
I swear to confess but words don't matter in the end
I can't lift my head in front of you
I like you, why can't I speak these words
I keep changing my mind
Even writing a letter is so hard
I write, I rip it, I write it, I tear it
Your feelings are so different from mine
I don't know if I'll see you again, I'm scared,I have no confidence, should I just go back
I don't have the courage to say it
I swear to confess but words don't matter in the end
I can't lift my head in front of you
I like you, why can't I speak these words
I keep changing my mind
Even writing a letter is so hard
I write, I rip it, I write it, I tear it
Your feelings are so different from mine
I don't know if I'll see you again, I'm scared,I don't have the courage to say it.
I sing this song to tell you my feelings
I love you, baby I, I love you
I love you, baby I, I love you
I wait for your reply everyday
Worried that I might've messed up, I erase and repeat
Instead of compassion, my words come out wrong,Even though I practice in the mirror,the words all disappear when I'm in front of you
My hand hesitates in front of yours
My heartbeat is so loud I'm afraid you'll hear it
My heart beats like a DRUM
My chest waits for the day where I can embrace you
My calendar waits for the day of the red
My confession waits for my courage
I'm still stupid and shy
I stayed nights writing this song
I hope it'll convey you my feelings
I put one earbud in your hand
How is it?

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