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Chapter 3

Chapter 3:

She annoys me without even doing anything.

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»Garroth«

If you just met me, what words would you use to describe me? Well, I don't know about you, but I would say rude, emotionless, depressed-looking. None of those, how do I put this, happy words? I don't know what you call it, but I'm not some typical teenager who always is goofing around and smiling. Can I ask a question? How do people smile and laugh like it's nothing? How do people feel happy, while I'm here feeling like shit? I just don't get it. Maybe it's the fact that I haven't felt anything- and mean nothing, no emotions, for the last few years. Everything from age 16-18 is just a blur for me. Heh, happiness. What does that word really mean? Is it just a word with no true meaning? Well, it's not really by place to answer that question because, well I don't know the answer. And I probably won't ever know the answer.

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I have a couple mixed feelings right now.

'Please get me food and I might spare you.' Feeling.

and 'You might as well be talking to a wall, I'm too bored to talk.' Feeling.

Getting up from my desk, I started to walk over to where Aphmau was sitting. She smiled at me as I approached her.  I sighed quietly. Out of all the people in this classroom, I'm paired with her. Before you get the wrong idea, no, I don't hate her. It's just that, she's a little too.... Cheer-y. It kind of annoys me. I flop down into the chair beside her, as she takes out a piece of paper. Aphmau starts looking through her purple pencil case, most likely looking for a pencil. She pulls out a purple led pencil with cats printed on it. "You can write, just write what I say, okay?" She tells me as I give a nod, not really caring what job I'm given for the project. She starts talking about what happens in Midnight as I write down everything she says. "I bet this girl read that book too many times to count.." I mumble quietly so she wouldn't hear me. In a few minutes, I have the summary of the book down on the paper. She smiles at me, "See, this isn't so bad. I already know the book so we don't have to read!" I nod, not wanting to say anything. I turn my head to look at the clock. "1:04" I read out loud. Aphmau turned her head towards me, giving a confused expression. "The time," I said, started to get annoyed. She was so.... Ugh. I don't even know what to describe her as. She just annoys me without even doing anything!

The bell was going to ring in about twelve minutes. I stared into space, hoping this class would end soon, but as I waited, the time seemed to be longer. I mentally groaned. The short girl beside was blabbing about, talking about something about the project. I wasn't listening, not at all. I just wanted to go to the next class. "And maybe we co- Garroth! Are you listening to me?" I hear Aphmau ask me. I just give another nod, even though I really don't care and I really don't know what in the world she's talking about. "Okay good. So I don't really want to go over the top, so I guess we can just make a poster to bring up with us to present, yeah?" Seems reasonable. I don't have to do much work. She'll probably do most of the decorating anyway. "Sure," I mumbled.

"Great!" Just then, the bell rang, signifying that it was time to go to the next class. Fortunately, my next class was math. Which I enjoyed. I know, big shocker, I like math. Also, the annoying small girl wasn't in my class, that's good too. I grab my stuff from my desk and walk out of the classroom, hearing Aphmau faintly yell, "Bye Garroth!" As she goes in the opposite direction from me. Though math class was my favorite, there is something that makes me dread it. That something is a person, and that person's name is Ivy. Good Irene, I hate her. If you knew Ivy, you would know that she's the most popular girl in the school. Of course, stereotypically, she's one of those bitchy popular girls. and for some reason, she feels the need to flirt with me. It's absolutely annoying, more annoying than Aphmau. And oh look, just my luck. I sit beside her.

I really hate life.

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Fuck. I know. It's short. Fuck I know it's been a while. Fuck I'm sorryyyyy. I'm a horrible author. Fuckkkkk.

I'm really sorry. I hope you enjoyed this super bad chapter though...

Also I might discontinue my oneshots, i dunno

-Alice