Random Writes

Just Why

He called me beautiful

I was oblivious to all his hints

The memories,

Still there

But no new ones being made

He held my hand that one time

Butterflies used to flutter every

time I saw him

A pink blush spread on my face

Friends we were

Be he wanted more

I said no, I wasn't ready

I didn't know then

But I think I liked him the same

But nonetheless my no turned him
sour

He turned against me

Showed his true colors

We fought

I hated it

My life felt miserable

Constantly on my mind

Now everything's settled

I can't look at him the same

I want it all back

But that doesn't happen

Maybe my smile is fake

I earn to talk to him

Wishing it felt normal

He has a new girl

Who's also my friend

I can't say if I'm jealous

I probably am deep inside

But I'm backed off

I watch to make sure not another one gets hurt

I'm happy for them

Glad their happy

But what about me

I've hurt so much

Does he really feel guilty that he made it happen

That he hurt me

So many questions

That may never be answered

I just can't

She didn't fight for me

When I thought we were friends

I feel betrayed

Lost with what I did

Why is it so distanced

What happened to Bambi and Thumper?

Why does this happen

I keep losing them

My harmony slowly falling out of
tune

I want it back

It was mine to begin with

My story is never ending

What happens next?

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So guys I have some written stories that's are almost done but I have to type them. But other than that please if you have any ideas you want done let me know in the comments. LOVE YALL