Unexpected Love (Wonwoo Fanfic)

Disorder

Lets get started chingu yah

Hanuel's pov

"We are getting home,Mingyu.
Thanks to you."I smiled at him as he smiled back ear to ear.He moved his hands towards me and tried to hold my hand but he refused.He pulled his hands back and his eyes at mine,trying to figure out something.

"Hanuel."He called out and swept his hair that fall on the eyebrow nervously."I'm really sorry about .."He stopped.

"Don't worry babe,it's okay."I exclaimed as I nudged his shoulder playfully.

"About the..divorce..."he continued,turning away from my sight.He gasped and took a deep breath then released it.

I was shocked and I could feel my knees was loose and breath was tight.He never be that decent or being nice to me.Yeah,since that day,the day of me expecting that I can't get pregnant.

Starring at Mingyu,suddenly Wonwoo appeared with a gun in his hand and he pointed to Mingyu then to me."Wonwoo!What the heck are you doing?"I squealed in serious tone as Mingyu just freeze in his position and put both of his hands up.

"You should ask yourself!You betray me,Hanuel."Wonwoo snorted and pointed the gun to Mingyu."You!You should dead in hell."He yelled at Mingyu as he pulled out the trigger.

"Woah,crap."Mingyu cursed.

"Wonwoo,chill out..Mingyu and I...we don't have any fancy relationship.We are just friends.Wonwoo,just please-put your gun on the ground,"I begged him as Wonwoo frowned and took out something from his back.

"Then,what is this?"Wonwoo shouted,his eyes was puffy red and I could see he was fighting back tears.

"T-th-at i-is urm.."I shuttered because that was really unexpected.Something that was out of human mind,I can't believe this was really happening.

"Why it is with you?"I queried as my eyes sticked like a glue on the envelop that he was holding right now.I can't answer all his question.

"Answer me,Hanuel.!Why you did this to me!"He exclaimed as his tears streamed down on his cheeks.

I kneeled myself on the ground and clutched the grass in force."That is..my work..and that is the document about.."I stopped because something was stuck inside my throat.It was really hard to swallow the bitterness of my own saliva.

"What is it!"He yelled out.

"About your recent disorder, (DID disorder) which is a mild dissociation, which is like daydreaming or getting lost in the moment while you are working on something."I explained,and I saw he was standing in astonish as he heard the whole story.

"However, dissociative identity disorder is a severe form of dissociation, a mental process which produces a lack of connection in a person's thoughts, memories, feelings, actions, or sense of identity."

"The factors that may include trauma experienced by the person with the disorder. The DID aspect is thought to be a coping mechanism -- the person literally dissociates himself from a situation or experience that's too violent, traumatic, or painful to assimilate with his conscious self."

"Which means all the things that you experienced is a lie to you."I explained every inch of details as Wonwoo bit his fingers and his body was slightly shaking.

"Then,that's mean you and I aren't..."Wonwoo stammered, his voice was shaky in his deep tone.

"We aren't dating,Wonwoo.And still, Mingyu and I are getting married next month."She simply stated.

"There is no kiss or sweet things or even date between me and you."I said in a low voice,literally wanted to cry."There is no us."

Wonwoo's pov

My vision became blurry and the voice of Hanuel was fading out.My whole body was heating up abruptly as my eyes was swelling in red.My stomach clutched badly and I tried to stop the pain by holding it tight.I moved my hands and brought it to my sight.All I can see was blood,ruby red blood on my palm.I groaned in pain.

"Wonwoo.Are you okay?"Hanuel's voice kept repeating inside my head.

"Wonwoo.Are you okay?"This time every each words she uttered,sounded in very slow motion tone.

"Won-woo...ARE YOU OKAY?"This time it became slower and slower and finally it stopped.I breath,panting.Now everything turned dark as everyone that had surrounded me disappeared like a puff of smoke.

Why this thing came really unexpected?

Why my life always horrible?

Why God create me as an unlucky man in this world?

"Are you sure about that?"A raspy unfamiliar voice suddenly interrupted my monologues.

"W-who are you!"I yelled,my vision still dark.I can't see anything instead of hearing.