How I Wish

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How I wish
That forever does exist
How I wish
That loving you'll lead to my happiness
How I wish
That these words I say
May send to you

How I wish
That I can cook
Cook delicious food
And send to you

How I wish
That I can be a hero
Hero to save you
You from people who always hurts you

How I wish
That I can be just like her
Her who the one you love
Her who is the one you always talks about

How I wish
That you wanted to hold my hand
Instead of that girl
That girl you love but never gonna loves you back

How I wish
That you'll turn your head
Whenever I call your name
And tell me that you heard it
Instead of the call of that girl
Who just uses you

How I wish
That you'll hear my heart
Pounding like crazy inside me
Pounding like it wanna go outside and hit you
Because you're so blind
So blind not seeing me
Me who always lend an ear to you
Me who always lend an arm to you

How I wish
That you'll stop crying, again and again
Crying just for that girl
For that girl that is not worth it
To any of your single tear

How I wish
That you'll say that three words and eight letters to me
But wait--- I already heard it say that words
But that words are also for her
Even I'm the one in front of you

How I wish
That I can turn back time
Turn back to a time that I don't care about you
About your presence
About your laugh
About your smile
About your cry
About..... all about you

How I wish
That I can do all of these
Or on the other side,
How I wish
That instead of doing these
I would just curse you
I would just hate you
Hate you for being blind
Hate you for being deaf

How I wish....

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