I Hate, That I Love

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I hate you, that I love you
Sounds weird right?
But thats what I feel to you
I hate to admit it
But I'm starting to fall for you
I'm starting to love you

I hate it, that I love it
The times when we are shouting to each other
I hate it, that I love it
The times when we are teasing each other
I hate it, that I love it
The times when we are fighting
Fighting about such a little and dumb things
I hate it but still, I love it

I hate, that I love
When you don't realized
That is you, whom I talked about
I hate it because you're so numb
But on the other side
I love it because you're so dumb

Because it is a shame for me
When you noticed me falling for you
That is a shame for me
When you'll know that I love you
Because from the very start
I proclaimed that I really hate you
Because from the very start
I already knew that there is someone

Someone you already love
Someone you wanted to have
Someone you wanted to talk to everyday
Someone you want to enjoy with
I hate you for that, but still I love you

I hate it
That you are falling for that someone
I hate it because all along there is me
Me who is existing right beside you
Unlike to that someone
Who doesn't know you're existance

But then I realized
Who am I to you?
I'm just the one who you hate too
I'm just the one who hates you
Hate hate hate--- hatred
That is what we are to each other

I love it
Because you are happy
Happy falling for that someone
While here I am
Breaking apart seeing you fall for that someone
Even if that someone never noticed you
Breaking apart while falling for you
I hate you, that I love you

Why do you have to do this to me?
I hate it, that I love it
I hate feeling this
But because it is you
Whom talked about
I love it

I hate
That I love

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