I laugh
I smile
I joke
I play
My friends see my happiness
They would know if I was sad
But I'm so good at hiding it now
I don't tell
Oh, if only you knew
I laugh
I joke
I smile
But do they know
Do they know I'm not fine?
If only they knew
I am like a toy
With a mask painted on with a smile
The mask looks so real
It's not even noticed
And when I go home
I take off my mask
To reveal my frown and tears
With blood of all the pain
If only they knew
What would they say?
What would they do?
How could they help this
No one could
I remind my self of all my mistakes
While I try to sleep
But it's so hard
And I barley dream
If I ever did
They would become nightmares
Of all the laughs and remarks
If only they knew
Would they help?
