A Little Mistake Was All I Made ♤Completed♤

Chapter 9

Notes: Guys listen i'm not doing smut in this chapter, when the shower scene happens it's about love and trust, they also had not time for shenanigans. You'll see what I mean.  

Tord's p.o.v

Its been three weeks since my 'indecent' and Tom has been practically babying me. He'll ask me if I'm okay and feed me. Sometimes he'll sing to me. Its wonderful but aggravating.  I'm better now. He shouldn't have too treat me like this, even if i like it.. 

suddenly a voice echoed in the hallway

"Tord!" Tom ran into the room. He looked exited. His blue hoodie only halfway on. He was struggling with it. 

"yes Tom?" I was so tired, but seeing him this exited made me perk up and smile, 

"I know you might not feel better, but I've been thinking." 

Nobody's p.o.v

Tom smiled, looking a little embarrassed. Tugging down his hoodie. "We should go to this concert, its one of my favorite bands!" Tom smirked. "We could even get a hotel and stuff, it starts at 8:00 tonight, if you feel up too it?" 

Tord smirked back and got up walking toward Tom, wrapping his arms around Toms waist, 

"Yes i'd love to go on a date to this concert,Its going to be only us, i hope?" Tord snickered, feeling feisty, unlike recently, sitting in his bed all the time was boring.   

Tom nodded turning so they were facing each other, hugging Tord, "It's time I do something than baby you, eh?" 

"You hit the nail on the head Tom," Tord smirked and let go of Tom, earning a grumble, " We better start packing and take showers," Tom smiled and shrugged sarcastically, 

"I guess so," Then he pretended to leave, 

Tord turned around and got his hoodie halfway on before Tom ran back into the room and pounced onto him, 

"I didn't get any cuddles for three weeks, do you think your getting off that easily?" Tom was looking down at Tord smiling and giggling, Tord was in love.

"Fine. Five minute cuddles." Tord smiled and gave up on putting on his sweatshirt, looking down at Tom. 

'I'm so lucky..' 

Tord thought to himself, before falling asleep, with a cute Tom on his chest. 

*Time skip*

Toms p.o.v

Tom woke up from a nice nap and noticed he was on top of Tord..how did he get here again? Tom instantly remembered the hour before 

...

'The concert!'

Tom got up quickly waking up Tord, shoving stuff into his empty suitcase,

"Tommy, what going on?" Tord said dazed, suddenly waking up, "Shit, The concert!" Tord got up and quickly shoved some random clothes into his suitcase, checking the time. 

7:15 

'Fuck'

"Tom one of us can't take a shower, do you smell bad?" Tom smelled himself, "Yea.." 

Tord took a sniff of himself he smelled like the hospital, gross. "Tom we can't both take a shower.." Tom walked over, 

"You do smell bad.." Tom giggled out and Tord scoffed,

"Well so do you!" They quieted down and looked away from each other, 

"We don't have time for this, no messing around we can just turn away from each other," Tord proposed, knowing that if Tom say his scars..he didn't want this but they both smell horrible, with no time, he might add. Trying to convince himself that this was okay. "If thats okay with you," 

Tom looked away, walking over silently to get some clothes. "Shit" he mumbled looking around, he only had enough clothes for the trip. 

"Whats wrong Tom?" Tord asked genuinely concerned, 

Tom blushed and answered " I don't have anymore clean clothing.." Tord chuckled at that and went over to his drawers, getting an extra black shirt that doesn't fit him anymore, along with some black jeans with holes in the knee area. Tom started to laugh, 

"Emo much?" Tord giggled and threw the clothes at Tom, walking over to the bathroom, deciding he wanted to be as private about hes body as he could.

"I'll get in first, then you, 'kay?" Tom agreed and Tord quickly got his clothes off, he didn't want to see himself either. He was disgusted by his body. 

Turning on the shower to a bearable hotness,  he got in, moving himself to the farthest part of the shower. As far as he could go anyways, already in the motion of cleaning himself. A squeak assured him that Tom had gotten in too, 

"Tord," Tom said out of the blue making Tord jump a small bit, 

"Y-Yes Tom?" He didn't turn around, afraid of Toms reaction to his ugly body. 

"Turn around, it's okay.." Tord squeezed his eyes shut and turned around, covering his scars as much as he could, but Tom already knew, he just didn't know that it was to this extent,  "Tord, why did you do this to yourself?" Tom said, pain and worry in his voice. 

Tord opened his eyes and noticed that Tom had scars on this arms and legs, just like him, though Tom's looked way older than his, 

"Tom, y-you-" Tom nodded, Tord was crying now, he sat down, like he used to when he'd cry in the shower at Red Army Base. Tom followed, crying too. 

"I know how you feel Tord..." Tom paused. Stroking Tord's back, "Your not alone." 

Tord was left curled in a ball crying and Tom started to wash Tord's hair, Shampooing and Conditioning his hair. 

"I love you Tord," 

*Time skip*

Once they were done getting clean and dressed, they were ready to leave. It was quiet, until Tord broke the silence. 

"Why did you do it to yourself, is the question Tom.." Tord looked down,

"Tord, The matter is done and over, i'm sure i'll Tell you someday.. but.. today is not that day." Tom came up and hugged Tord, noticing he was crying, he wiped his tears and kissed the trail they left behind. 

"I love you" 

They got their stuff and went outside, calling a taxi, not wanting to drive, 

Tom got in and told the driver to go to a Marion hotel two towns away then gave him some money, the driver didn't turn around the whole time, but Tom didn't care about that, they buckled themselves in, and within minutes they were asleep and cuddled to each other's warmth. 

 The driver turned around, revealing a smiling Paul, he pulled out a walkie talkie  

"He's safe pat, he's finally safe"