The Uncertainty That Is My Life

My intro

17 January 2016 DEAR diary

Hi, I'm Natalie Ryder.I live in the beautiful country of South Africa in Pretoria.
I know what your thinking ,"that poor girl living in poverty ".Actually my life is the complete opposite. My parents are share holders of the awesome company Apple.So my life is full of riches.

Except I'm a black girl who just moved from Cape Town to Johannesburg. Awesome i think not.I had an awesomr life back at my old town. I had the hottest boyfriend, I was a straight A student and I was super popular.

But now I have to start all over, which totally sucks. I still remember hearing my sister saying to me," Remember to be awesome everyday and you'll be living like the princess you are. I love you sis!".

She said that the week before she died in her sleep. One morning she was there and the next she was gone.
I remember having a fight with her that same night she died, I remember not apologising thinking that we would make up in the morning. But morning came, and...She didn't.

Depressing right, I know. But either way that wasn't meant to creap you out. Because if that did, you have no idea what's coming next...

Author's note: the whole sister death thing is actually what happened to me in 2015. I'm still recovering from it so this chapter is dedicated to all my friends who still love and support me. I love y'all as well