The Uncertainty That Is My Life

Just Another Day

I wake up on the morning after my phone has been on snooze about a hundred times. What? A Girl's gotta get her beauty sleep some how.

I completely skipped the whole of yesterday, I can't even remember waking up after I went to go lay down. I guess it was for the best because now I feel a bit more relaxed regarding my life. I'm just hoping that if I ever get sick that maybe it could just be something small like a cold, you know- the usual. I just hope that I really am okay, my mom said I've been quite paranoid these days.

Just the other night I felt like I was having a heart attack or something because my stomach was sore, but it was just mom's spicy chicken curry. And I may have passed a little gas, maybe.

Back to my day, I just rolled out of bad, forgetting to use my legs to break my fall, so I fell off of the bed, meeting the cold hard floor. I almost did the infamous Ridiculousness symbol: The Scorpion. But I reacted quickly and had my legs go straight into a planking position,i think. I don't really know honestly, I just know that I didn't tickle the back of my neck with my ten toes.

I stand up immediately feeling the pain on my stomach indicating that I had landed on something when I fell. I look down to notice that it's my stationary. I think that I'm okay, until I noticed drop of blood on the floor.

"Please let it be my period."

I know that I'm not on my period yet I couldn't help but do I quick prayer, asking God to let it be my period. I check where I'm leaking, and unfortunately it wasn't my pants. It's my stomach. I quickly check to see how big my wound is and it's a very small puncture. I wipe away the blood and run myself a bath to get ready for school and also to help stop the bleeding.

I start to hum along to my morning playlist to get my mood going. Unfortunately I still feel the slumber slipping in. Ah, the Monday morning blues. Oh how I hate Mondays. My bath finishes pouring and I quickly slip out of my clothes and I can't help but look in the mirror while I'm at it. "May I just say that my butt is looking Pretty good", I say popping the 'p' and popping my booty.

*Knock - knock*

"Honey I think you should hurry up if you don't want to be late for school. Your father and brother are already waiting for you". It's just my mom.
"How can they be prepared already? School only starts at 07:30 and it's only- Oh my gosh, it's 06:55! Mom, can you stall them for 20 minutes, I'll be put just now", I really hope that my mom can help me put here.
"You have 20 minutes, then I'm letting them leave you, and you know that you can't walk in the morning". Not because of the security of my neighborhood, but because cardio and I just aren't friends.
"Thank you mom,I love you"
"Mmhhmm", is the last thing that I hear before I dive into my bath. Ironic because I can't actually swim. Sad, but true. I quickly rub my soft soap onto my body and open the shower head connected to my bath. I rinse my body (luckily the water isn't too hot or cold this time). I apply my Candyfloss-Vanilla body lotion (don't have any dirty thoughts). I wear my underwear and school uniform, fixing my tie,saving myself 4 minutes by making sure that my hair didn't get wet and also by premaking my tie and packing my bag  yesterday. I grab my bag and blazer and run down the stairs. Making sure that I skip an appropriate amount of stairs, enough to make sure that I don't fall."Morning mommy", I say this in an adorable voice as I give my mom a quick kiss and hug. "Your dad and brother are about to leave you" and just in que, the car engine growls telling me to hurry my pretty butt into the car, Okayyyy maybe it didn't say pretty but I'd like to think so. Frankly cars don't talk, but if they did, I'd know what my dad's car would say. I grab a waffle and my juice bottle, not box, I'm a big girl now.
" Aren't you forgetting something?"
"Umm... Nope" I pop my 'p' per usual.
"Come over here", mom says as she gives me her mama bear hug and way too many( and I mean wayyyyy too many) kisses.