As soon as he drives off I fall back onto the soft mattress.
Hot tears run down my face, too upset to wipe them away. I can feel my heart beating against my chest like my ribs are prison and my heart is trying to break out. Why can't he ever listen to me? Why does he always just get upset and run away. It's true, he will never fight for me.
I never slept with jake.
But he doesn't want to hear it, he's right and I'm wrong la la la la.
Argh!!!! I scream into my pillow.
Maybe it's for the best, I can't deal with his childish jealousy.
My phone beeps. Kat texted me "MadDog: hey, heard you and the grinch brokeUp, I'm coming over"
wow, news travels fast!
I sit up and wipe my tears away.
I grab a robe and walk into the bathroom, maybe a hot shower will help.
It didn't. I step out of the shower, wrap myself in a towel and look at my tear stained face in the mirror.
Why doesn't Cole trust me? In fact I wouldn't be surprised if he still thinks I'm a spy for Anima.
Ugh!
'Knock knock." Kat walks into the bathroom.
"Wow! Um can you give me a chance to get changed?!" I plead.
"Everyone here knows what the female body looks, I don't think you have anything that can surprise me" Kat remarked.
"Um ok" I mutter as I turn around hiding behind my towel as I put on my undergarments.
"How is my Ally cat handling things?" Kat asks slightly distracted by her reflection.
" worse than you would in my situation" I reply as I wrap myself in a bath robe. "I should get used to the rejection by now" I add bitterly.
"You should break up with him and give him a taste of his own medicine" she remarks.
"Oh well, too late" I say with a laugh.
We walk into my bedroom and I slunk onto the bed. Kat sits next me and pulls her phone out of her pocket and starts texting.
"Who are you talking to?" I ask looking over her shoulder.
"Cole" She replies casually.
"What! Why!"
"I'm just letting him know that you've already moved on"
"But I haven't"
"He doesn't know that" God I love this girl.
I lean on her shoulder and watch her text Cole this crazy story of me meeting a guy online and falling in love.
Coles just ignoring Kat now. He didn't get upset or jealous, my reasonable side is telling me he knows Kat is lying to get a reaction but my jealous unreasonable side is saying that he doesn't care and that he is already with another girl.
Unfortunately I tend to listen to my jealous unreasonable side.
I start crying again. Why?
"Hey don't worry about Cole, he's made a stupid mistake and together we will make him pay" Kat says.
I lie down on my bed and Kat lays next to me.
"Tomorrow we will pack our stuff and start a new life together with all of our ten thousand children. Promise?"
"Promi-" my eyes shut and that's all I remember.
