I have to get dressed to go out with Mackenzie, although I really don't want to.
I don't feel like moving. Why did I even agree to going out with kenzie?
I drag myself out of bed and strip to my underwear. Now, what to wear? Can I just go like this?
I put on an old white T-shirt and a pair on black jeans.
I go into the bathroom and look at myself in the only mirror in the house.
Yep, still hideous.
I run downstairs and grab the keys to Coles car-
I'm in the passenger seat of Coles jeep that is going scary fast. The scenery is just a blur. I grip the seat and look over at Cole who is concentrating on the road. BANG! A
Bullet flys past my head and smashes the windscreen. The car spins out of control,
Spinning and spinning and spinning yet all in slow motion. I can see every shard of glass fly up in the air as if all the gravity has been taken from earth.
The reality comes back and I' m jolted forward. The car is upside down. My seatbelt jams keeping me suspended. A warm liquid trickles down my forehead. I start choking and panicking when I remember the knife in my pocket. I get it out and cut my way free. The second my head hits the car roof I am knocked unconscious.
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I drop the keys and drop to my knees. Tears run down my cheeks. My heartbeat increases to 10,000 beats per second. I feel like I'm dying. I'm going to die. Everything went black
***the next day***
I wake up in bed. Well I think I missed dinner with kenze. I check my phone to see if she has texted me wondering why I didn't show up. Nothing. All well.
A knock on the door interrupts my thoughts.
"Hey, cupcake it's me" the door opens and Gavin walks in.
"What do you want" I ask blandly. not in a Gavin mood today.
"I heard you had a panic attack"
"It wasn't a panic attack" I reply
"Ok, ok whatever you say" he puts his hands in defence. "I just wanted to know how you are'
"I'm fine" I look down at my phone, a text from Mackenzie shows up on the screen
'I heard about what happened last night from your nana and why you couldn't make it, it's fine I understand'
Ok
"Ok, so I just got a text from Bronx, he says I'm needed at the gym. So any requests before I leave?" Gavin asks as he stands.
"To be left alone" I reply dryly
"Your wish is my command" he stomps out of the room and slams the door
Did I upset him? Does he have feelings? Do I even care? No, no and no.
