I Have A Brother?!

THIRTY SIX

I pant as I drink my water

It has been three weeks since the scandal and it has gone down now but I haven't been talking to Jungkook for so long

Although their promotion has ended, I still watch their music videos when I have time

There's still haters out there and they have been spamming my accounts with hateful messages but I'm fine with that I guess

Throughout BTS' promotion, there were haters and a lot of them hated me a lot and I finally got rid of them but not entirely

I gotta thank PDnim for denying the rumor

And then there's Jungkook, last week I tried calling him since I still have to stay in the building to see how he's doing

The first time he didn't answer, the second time someone else answered it

It wasn't Jungkook's voice nor Namjoon's since he's rooming with Jungkook. It wasn't any of the member's voices and also not Chaemi's

It was different than the eight of them

It was Bang Sihyuk, Jungkook's CEO

He told me not to disturb them again and never call back because some fans left the fandom after the scandal and he wants his boys safe

ARMYs leaving the boys?? Unloyal fans that's what they are

After that call, I have never heard the name Jungkook or BTS around me anymore

Maybe in my Army Amino app but inside the JYP building, it seems that everybody is trying not to talk about them when I'm around knowing my situation

"C'mon girls! Let's get into position!!" Soona unnie shouted and we went to formation

Speaking about JYP, other romours by the staffs are spreading too. One of them caught my attention.

JYP is holding a survival competition between the women trainees to debut as the new girl group called eighteen

A competition?

No thanks

I thought JYP would never do that kind of thing. Usually it would be YG but I never thought JYP would.

Well, it's still a rumor only and we're not sure if it's true

My life is a mess

At least I still have the girls with me

Two weeks ago present was still in my mind when they did that event just to cheer me up

After the intense training, we all took a break

"Okay girls, you're doing better and your diet is going well" Soona smiled and we laughed

"I have news for you all, the good one? Or the bad one?" Soona asked seriously

There's another bad news?

"The bad news" Kenji said "girls, JYP is making a competition for you guys to compete and become the next girl group of JYP" she said and our eyes widened

So it is true

"Why would he do that?" Sunlie asked "my dream is crushed, I don't wanna compete you guys" Shinzu said "we have no choice if we wanna debut out of this place" Kaira said and it turned quiet

"To be honest, I knew about this before" Nari said and we looked at her

She also knew

"And I'm planning to quit this place but I didn't know if it was true or not so I waited and now, I know it's true and... I wanna move out" Nari said and we frowned