F I R S T L O V E

7th

February,2006

Dear Diary,

While i was walking alone, i've saw a cat chasing a little bird. The bird was so small, he couldnt fly, though he had wings but couldnt fly.

Why his wings are made for anyway if he can't go higher?

The cat jumped at the bird and killed it, that was funny to see actually, the fact that a bird couldnt protect himself from that cat is funny.

I didnt just watch the scene, once the cat was done with that bird, i walked to it and hited it, since he hurted that bird, he need to be hurted to right? All i've heard was his screams and saw his dark look. He runed away leaving the dead bird that i've buryed before going back home.

That was a long day; i wish i can sleep peacefully tonight without theses funny nightmares.

Yes, funny, because i guess they are always chasing me to scare me? But i'm sorry to say that all they do is annoy me, i aint scared of nightmares, i aint scared of nothing and no one, except for god, since he can take my soul, what i'm not scared of.

But they asked me to live and breath more, they asked me to try.

Can i success in that mission diary?

-M