It Took me years to understand,
All I had to do was close it up.
No attachment, no feelings, no hurting.
It took me years to make it become reality.
It took me years of tears.
You can't come in and break it all.
I promised my self I wouldn't let you.
But it's you, oh it's you.
Something about the way you smile,
something about your silence that intrigues me,
something about your eyes that calls me,
something about this atmosphere that makes me crave your lips,
something about the heat that radiates from our bodies that tells me 'it's meant to be'...
You can't just barge in and break all my walls,
you can't,
but you already did.
I've fallen,
hit rock bottom.
Reality shocked me.
It hurts quite a bit to be honest.
I gave up.
I can't fight anymore,
it hurts every time I push you away,
so I've given up.
YOU're my shield now.
My walls to hold me up,
my net just in case I fall.
Please prove me wrong, that's all I want.
Prove me you won't go away like everyone else,
you'll stay even when I'm in my worst.
prove me wrong, make me cry with joy.
