REPEAT eazy - e Fanfic

Damaged Beginning (Part 1)

The Day I Lost Everything
• 1995 •

Jade's P.O.V.

"All I was, was a good man to you and you do this?!", Eric shouts to me.

"Eric I'm sorry!!", I scream

"No you're sick and I swear I fuckin regret meeting yo ass", He says as tears formed I'm his eyes.

"You know you don't mean that", I say as I slowly approach him.

"I do", He says with every ounce of anger in his voice.

I slowly rubbed his face and he grabbed my hand and pushed it away.

"Lose my number", He says as he headed towards the door.

"Eric you did it to", I say slightly frowning.

"Because I was hurt and I wanted to get you back!", He yells.

I rubbed my face in frustration.

"And then you kept doing it", He says as he looked at me with sad eyes and opened the front door.

"No Eric please!", I screamed as I held on to him tightly."

"I gave you a chance to change and you fucked that up Jay", He says as he looked away from me.

"I know Eric, but I promise imma make you happy", I say as my voice shooke.

I continued. "I'll give you all of me and I'll change I swear on my soul, please don't leave; just stay here you don't even have to talk to me I just need you here", I say as my voice cracked.

"Jade you're selfish, a liar, a cheater, and a manipulator; I love you but I don't want a damn thing to do with you", He snatched away from me.

"Lose my number", He says before walking out of our home and to his car before getting in and speeding off.

That day I felt my heart literally shatter into pieces, the look in his eyes showed me that he was really hurt and never coming back. It's all my fault; I laid on the floor as my tears flowed. The sound of his voice wouldn't leave my head "I don't want a damn thing to do with you." Ugh. I don't want or need anyone but him, but it took me too long to realize that.. What did I do to lose my smile, my heart, my reason for living, my sunshine and my Diamond in the ruff? For that we have to go far back, all the way back to 1988 and along the way you're free to judge me, I deserve it; now let's begin in my beautiful California home

Jade Young's P.O.V.
• 1988\ Los Angeles California •
Tha Beginning

"Uhh baby yessss!!!", I screamed as be sped up.

"Shit lemme go deeper!", He moaned.

"Noooo, I can't sean", I whined.

My eyes rolled to the back of my head as he pushed everything inside of me and slowed down.

I heard my husband Michael pull up outside, I gasped; he's not supposed to be home this early. Sean pulled out of me and quickly redressed himself before running downstairs.

I quickly put on my silk robe and cleaned up our bedroom as much as possible before running down stairs and seeing my husband enter our home.

He looked at me before frowning, "What the hell are you doing", He questioned.

Fuck..

I hope you like the very first chapter, O.M.G. I have sooo many ideas for this book so stay tuned frfr ❤💯❤